"I could never begin to describe us to anyone, because they would never understand."- j. iron word

"Always tell someone how you feel, because opportunities are lost in the blink of an eye but regret can last for a lifetime."

"I liked it best when he took control...he possessed me completely the way I belonged to him and he to me and this kind of power makes you beautifully vulnerable in ways that you show your true self. He was my safe place... I loved him because I could be me in every way others never see." - N.R. Hart

"It's weird how it takes something really bad to point out who's really there for you. When it comes down to it, true friends are as rare as true love." - Lisa De Jong

"I can let my guard down with you. I don't do that with anyone else. You make me vulnerable. And, maybe that's ok." - Detective Chloe Decker, Lucifer: St. Lucifer (S1 E11)

"Embrace uncertainty. Some of the best chapters in life won't have a title until much later." - Bob Goff

"the best moments in your life will be ones that almost didn't happen, with someone you never expected and in some place you never knew existed." - r.m. drake

"…I still pray for you.” – K.A. Walker

"I didn't know the true meaning of sleep until I was in his arms. It was safe. It was home." - Sarah Doughty

You, my kryptonite,

will be the eventual
death of me, no doubt.

Haiku: © 2019 Rosie Chee

"Maybe she needed someone to show her how to live and he needed someone to show him how to love." - N.R. Hart

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Not because it makes me vulnerable. I have gotten past that. But because you are too much like me, the way I used to be, and that actually is a little "scary" for me. I did not let myself feel and eliminated all emotion even before I knew it existed, put up walls and barriers and no one got close, so much that I really never had awareness of myself or my heart until it was too late. But something changed to make me change that, for me to dare to bring down the barricade of ice and thorns that kept the world at a distance. And in being open I discovered more than I could have imagined for me. And you, you are like me, the me that I was, the one that pushes the one wanted the most, away, because it makes you vulnerable, and being vulnerable is not something you ever allow you to be, for being vulnerable opens you up to the possibility of being hurt, and being hurt means deep inner pain, unlike the physical pain you can brush off. It hurts me to know this, as much as it hurts me to try to let go of someone who my now open and strangely soft heart has so much care for, more than any before, and those that there were, rare even then, or now too. But you, you are the one who encompasses it all, nothing no other has ever managed before. So yes, I am vulnerable and I let myself be, because I love you more than I ever wanted to, and that is what "scares" me.

Words: © 2018 Rosie Chee

"They won't tell you fairytales of how girls can be dangerous and still win. They will only tell you stories where girls are sweet and kind and reject all sin. I guess to them it's a terrifying thought, a red riding hood who knew exactly what she was doing when she invited the wild in." - Nikita Gill

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"transformation begins with heart. messy. soft. broken open heart." - Danielle Doby

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ENERGY ATTRACTION


You're a fighter, like me. You've been through hell and come out the other side, not afraid to walk through the fire. You know who you are and have no fear in being all that is in you, living with purpose because anything else is unimaginable. You're real, authentic "true blue". You've seen the darkest parts of human souls, including your own, and it only makes you stronger, your fire burn brighter, your grit harder and more secure. You are loyal and fierce and refuse to lie down. You're a true warrior, a conscious decision to live life on your own terms no matter what it tries to throw at you. You've known heartache, but happiness too, and hope is not yet gone from your soul. You are energy I find myself drawn to, even if I don't yet understand why.


Words: © Rosie Chee​

I remember the first time someone told me I was "glowing". It was not the first time I have "glowed" in my life, but it was the first time I had because of someone. That was the day I realized the truth of the peace I rarely have but felt with you, the "change" you brought to my soul.

That day I had merely been THINKING about you. But I felt it in myself after that, whenever you were near. I came to recognize it. Your proximity charged my soul like the ocean.

I do not know if anyone ever noticed the subtle shift in me when you were near. If YOU ever noticed. But I did.

I felt it the moment I saw you enter the space where I was. My entire being was immediately energized, my smile wider and brighter. I know that if I had looked in a mirror or a photo was captured of those moments, my eyes would be lighter, "sparkling". Everything about me was just HAPPY.

You "lit me up". There is simply no other way to describe it. You STILL do.

Words: © 2018 Rosie Chee​

MOTIVATIONAL OF THE DAY


PAST LIFE


I miss you.

Simply, just you.

Time with you.

Peace with you.

A lifetime ago

it seems now.

© 2016 Rosie Chee​

MOTIVATIONAL OF THE DAY

TAKEN BY SURPRISE

Seeing You
at the end
of a long day
has started to feel
a lot like
Coming Home.

© 2016 Rosie Chee

MOTIVATIONAL OF THE DAY


BE THE MESSAGE


You know what it feels like. You’ve been there. You might be there NOW. You know the pain that resides deep down in the souls of the lost and brokenhearted. It’s not enough to JUST know. It’s not enough to care. You have to SHOW that you care, that you UNDERSTAND. You have to be real enough that you ARE the example others can look towards, the strength that they could hold onto, a glimmer of hope that everything will work itself out and be all right. Even if everything is NOT ok for you, you can do this for them because you still have HOPE and faith in something far bigger and greater than yourself and your circumstances.


No one might know what is going on with you. All they see is a smile and positivity, the words of encouragement to others, the empathy radiating from your soul when you are confided in with others’ fears and secrets. Even if they knew what you were going through, you cannot stand there and simply tell them what to do or to have faith that it’ll be ok. You have to TRULY believe it too yourself, not just for them, but for YOU.


You have to be MORE than a message. You have to be a living, breathing EXAMPLE. You have to show through your own ACTIONS that no matter what, giving up is NEVER an option, that what is happening now can only make you STRONGER. You have to show that even if it breaks you for a time, destroys you so completely you feel like there is nothing left to recognize in the aftermath, the world CONTINUES. YOU continue.


Life goes on. And you have to BE there, pushing forward and striving higher than ever before. You have to show that your circumstances do NOT define you, even if they help SHAPE you and the path your future might follow. You have to show them that pain is just a TOOL used to see what you are MADE of, to make you truly realize what is IMPORTANT to you, that which is precious and IRREPLACEABLE, and give you the burning courage to fight FOR it with everything you have. If you want to make a DIFFERENCE, YOU have to be the MESSAGE.


© Rosie Chee

MOTIVATIONAL OF THE DAY


THE WALL


A wall is nothing but an obstacle. And obstacles are always going to present whenever you are chasing your dreams. When one comes to a wall there are several types of people - those who hit the wall and STOP, those who climb OVER the wall, those who see the wall coming and go AROUND it, and those who just keep going right THROUGH the wall.


Those who hit the wall and stop are a great majority. Sadly, these are those who will NEVER achieve anything great in their life, because they are too afraid to take the risk or refuse to see the possibilities BEYOND the obstacles in their path. They are content to sit back and watch life, instead of being a PART of it. Ironically, these are also those who are the most likely to be the ones throwing stones and obstacles in the paths of those who ARE out there taking the risks and doing great things.


Those who climb over the wall are few. They REFUSE to believe that the wall is the end of their hopes and dreams, knowing that there is a way OVER every obstacle set before them. They are the thinkers, the doers, those who step out there and just do what it TAKES to get the task done. They are NOT afraid to fall, trying again and again if they do, because what they want is far greater than the obstacles.


Those who see the wall coming and go around it are also few. They are the ones who are always thinking, always analyzing, always looking AHEAD. They are aware that NOTHING is easy, that there will always be obstacles, and they ALREADY have a plan before they come to any obstacles on how to deal with them, so that they expend as little effort as possible, being as EFFICIENT in the pursuit of their goals as they can be.


Those who keep going right through the wall are rare. They are the ones who refuse to let ANYthing stop them from achieving their goals and dreams, determined to have them at any cost, driven with a passion understood only by like-minded souls, possessing immense strength of both mind and body, believing and having such faith in their heart that NOTHING can stop them. They will do WHATEVER it takes and make every sacrifice to see their dreams made reality, even if it means that they come close to destruction in the process.


I know what I AM; what I DO. What type of person are YOU?


© Rosie Chee

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