"I can let my guard down with you. I don't do that with anyone else. You make me vulnerable. And, maybe that's ok." - Detective Chloe Decker, Lucifer: St. Lucifer (S1 E11)

Sunsets are endings: The end of the day quietly slipping into the night. Beautiful and without words: They are proof that not all endings are to be dreaded, or go badly. They are proof that all endings are also the start of a beginning; whether new or a different chapter of the same story. But every ending ushers in a beginning; even if that beginning is dark, uncertainty of what it holds, it should not be feared, despite any ambivalence about what is left behind in the ending that had to be for it to enter.

Words: © 2019 Rosie Chee

"We are riding the pendulum of some massive density waves that are moving us through layers and layers of duality.. Welcome to Gemini season... Fluctuating moods, up and down, back and forth. One day fine, then wildly not... We get to see the extremes so that we can remember where our center is, it's all a swirl of truth and information in there, but our PEACE is the center of our storm.. This is going to be one hell of a month as we move toward the Solstice... Take a deep breath and regroup, in every minute if you have to...we are walking through some thin slips between dimensions...another big wave prompting you to open your heart...get out of your linear brain where you are making yourself nuts with OVERTHINKING, and get into your heart and reassure yourself who the fuck you are."

Trust is like love. To one like I. Not given to many. Not in that way. Let alone said to. But if it is. Know it is meant. It means something more. Than to most people. That coming from me. It does to me. Because it is rare. For me to say. Let alone to do. Like saying something else. That "I love you". Not rare ever said. But when I do. Not ever said lightly. Or given to either. It says a lot. About who you are. Your meaning to me.

Words: © 2018 Rosie Chee

Just YOU. Nothing else. I think that is all I ever did want. Not what you could give or anything else in your life. Just you. Simply you. I have seen others want you for status or position or possible gain, but none of that matters to me (now or then). All that did - and does - is YOU.


JUST you. The man you [first] showed me, when we are alone. The soul I see that many never will, or would believe if they knew. The energy that collides with my own, creating calm and peace for two that rarely has either. The absolute acceptance of who we are as we are, without any judgment and free to just BE.


There is something simple about it. A haven amidst the complexity the world [tries to and] can make of life. When we are together, it is just you and me, nothing and no one else existing in that space. It is a SAFE place. I trust you, when I trust very few.


It is THAT trust, irrevocable feeling of safety, comingling passionate and primal (controlled) energy, that allowed me to stop pulling back, not run away but toward. I welcome the raw honesty of what we have, even if neither of us can explain just WHAT it is. And that is ok, for not everything needs explaining. Sometimes it is enough for us to simply FEEL what we live.


Words: © 2018 Rosie Chee

MOTIVATIONAL OF THE DAY


PARTNERSHIP


Relationship and Partnership.
Two completely different concepts.
I don't want a Relationship.
I want a PARTNERSHIP.


© 2016 Rosie Chee​

MOTIVATIONAL OF THE DAY

THE GEMINI WOMAN


The Gemini woman smiles as she falls apart. You hurt her and she moves on; she forgives, but she never forgets, and once her trust has been torn, it may as well be broken, because very few broken things in her world ever get mended, and she does not bother to fix many of them, having the attitude that some things are better broken than together. No matter how precious that trust once was to her, she will do her best to try and forget, even if she can’t, only because if she always remembers she allows it power to destroy her all over again; even as she appears strong and invulnerable to the world, her demeanour a mask of coldness and strength, her heart an icy stronghold that does not seem to have any holes in it, her mind closed with a passion of fury, even as icy and fury are nothing close to what is truly going on inside her. She will smile when she looks at you, take part in life with you, but there are tears in her soul, falling with every painful smile, every look in your eyes, every word she speaks, knowing that you do not know and do not want to know and will never know, just having your own perspective on who she is and why she does what she does. She knows that people do not want to know the truth of another’s soul and so she is a chameleon for every person that crosses her path, a different creature for every man, even as every face she shows is an aspect of her and not a genuine mask, for she is a woman with many personalities, like a diamond in how multifaceted she is; but also like a diamond, albeit rough at times, in how she appears and comes across, for not everyone will see her sparkle and shine, but only glimpse the promise of the beauty that she could be.


© Rosie Chee

MOTIVATIONAL OF THE DAY

TRUST HIS PLAN

He knows what He’s doing. He knows why He has you where you are right now. He knows why you are going through what you are. There is a purpose. There is a reason beyond the seen. He has a plan.

Are you willing to trust Him? Are you willing to let Him lead you? Are you willing to open your heart to the possibilities He has waiting for you? There is nothing greater than faith. There is peace in your soul when you know that you are where you are meant to be. There is delight in living when you can embrace every opportunity as a new adventure.

Every moment passed has led to now. Every experience has been a piece of the puzzle of your story. Everything has been to build and mould a soul who is relevant and vibrant in the present. There is far more to everything that has been that has been seen. There is a story that only you can tell because only you have lived it. There is a choice and ultimately it is up to you to decide what it will be.

Where is your courage? Do you dare? Are you ready?

© 2015 Rosie Chee

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MOTIVATIONAL OF THE DAY

BE STRONGER

There is strength and then there is STRENGTH. One is seen and one is DONE. True strength is not always seen but exists despite anonymity, persevering because the one who bears it KNOWS and that is all that truly matters.

There are days when you wake and wonder what and why. There are moments and events and circumstances where understanding eludes you. Regardless, “strength” keeps going, keeps moving forward, no matter the pace, because it trusts in something bigger than can be seen.

Every day holds potential for GROWTH. Everything is “designed” to make us stronger and better equipped to “deal” with whatever may come. Accept that, embrace it, and just keep on doing “you” the way it is “right” in your soul.

True strength needs no recognition, even as it empowers and inspires, albeit not always even knowing it. Regardless of anything external, know yourself and be at peace with it, letting your life be your “example” and your actions be your “words”.

© 2015 Rosie Chee

MOTIVATIONAL OF THE DAY

BREATHE DREAMS

Every time you breathe, see your DREAMS in your mind. Every breath “releasing” them out into the universe, whispering them into something more than just a thought, but putting them out there so that you are not the ONLY one who knows.

Your dreams are your “truth”. They are the “compass” guiding your soul. And your life’s purpose is often tied up in those dreams, for we are not given the desires in our heart withOUT purpose, but because there is more than simply passion there; a gift that only we can “give” the world.

Take off any “masks” you might have worn or are wearing and allow yourself to be REAL for a moment. Let that moment linger and continue, so that there is nothing but the raw truth revealed to the world. Let them know who you are and what you stand for, the dreams you long for and the purpose you live.

Be PROUD of the soul standing here right now. Know that it is one step CLOSER to every dream it ever desired and already living its purpose as it walks towards those dreams.  As the dawn comes after every night, trust your soul and BELIEVE.

© 2015 Rosie Chee