"I could never begin to describe us to anyone, because they would never understand."- j. iron word

Sometimes you don't realize what makes your soul glow until you feel it come alight after what has felt like traveling through the deepest dark. But the light that comes, the glimmers of stars in the midnight hue, can move the fairy spirit in you, the one that was hiding and waiting for the magic of its moonlight again. The moon that only shines so bright because of the freedom given it every night, by the sun, that shines in a different time and space... Freedom found in moonlight. Truth illuminated under darkness. It's what is craved. The emotion deeply sought. Lover's touch bringing peace. Calming of the soul. At last to keep...

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YOU. My soul does. They say that everyone has someone who makes such a difference to them that life becomes distinct in "before" and "after" their entrance into. For me, that someone is you. Who would ever have guessed that the first night we rambled in conversation would turn into a connection so significant that anyone who knows either of us would not argue the change we make to and in each other. You knew before I did, when my heart changed towards you, no longer able to imagine life without, nor wanting to. Not just a smile, but peace being in your presence brings, rare calm to the constant chaos of my mind, and alone with entirely relaxed, as my soul softens into the safe space of you.

Words: © 2019 Rosie Chee

JUST BE HAPPY. It can be a “hard” thing to ask sometimes... The world can be falling apart. The most terrible and traumatic things can be happening. The circumstances we find ourselves in can seem out of control and beyond our own. The events occurring can be testing and questioning everything we ever believed in and thought we knew. Yet through it all we CAN be happy. “Happy” is not just for when life is “perfect” and wonderful and full of love and light. It is not just for when things seem to be working in our favour and we are blessed beyond imagining. It is not just for when we find ourselves smiled upon and sought out for recognition of achievement. It is not just for when we think life could not be any better... and one CAN find and be happy during the “bad” as well. Being happy is about being fully aware of who YOU are and ACCEPTING that you are at whatever point you are in your life. It is believing whatever is within your control you CAN change and trusting in Him for the rest. It is knowing that you are NEVER alone even if it might seem like it. It is being completely in the PRESENT and giving yourself permission to take joy in the moment of even the simplest things... It can be whenever and wherever. YOU can be happy at ANY moment...

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"Gemini needs to keep it interesting and Cancer needs to be heard, as much as felt. If they give each other enough freedom and understanding, they could be like children in love for the first time."


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"Perfect is everything we ever thought was wrong about us, that somehow makes us fit effortlessly together." - j. iron word


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"Maybe she needed someone to show her how to live and he needed someone to show him how to love." - N.R. Hart

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"Souls tend to go back to who feels like home." - N.R.Hart


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"People fear what they don't understand. They're afraid, and they're jealous. Afraid because they're slowly realizing that everything that they imagined is not how they imagined it to be, and they're jealous because everything they've ever wanted, you have." - Adriel Cellardoor

I failed to see the red flags or realize until AFTER the fact, in the wake of your obsessive destruction, that you were no "friend" and never had been, but hollow soul, who for whatever reason was jealous of me, how I lived my life, and those freesoul energy attracted, my sanity especially.

You thought what you told me would keep me from my sanity? Though conflicted from recent revelations, I chose to follow my heart and do what makes me happy as I did before, having known things then too and put them aside, because too much has happened to be deterred from staying true to my soul and enjoying any time that I was given.

Your first mistake was thinking I was like most and not what I said I was, even though you should have known better. Your second was that I would easily believe rumors of another, when I of all people know how false they can be. Your third was not understanding how much I have changed since last year's deaths, fully embracing the darkness of my demons keeping me going.

Do not tell me what I should and should not do with my life. Do not expect me to stay away from someone because you "disapprove". Do not think for one second that I will allow anyone to control or cage me again. I belong to no one and live on my own terms. I do what I want for no reason other than such, recognizing though that my loyalty often comes at expense of my wellbeing, and I need to take better care of myself. Which is why I will no longer sacrifice for any but my sanity, those moments of happiness I am given what has been my only peace.

In rage triggered by me ignoring your "let it go", unable to stand another with the happiness you have so long coveted, your wicked truth was revealed, and with hateful lies you tore my sanity away, hurting another precious soul in the process. How DARE you ever claim love for those whose trust you have so hideously abused! Mindboggled.

Words: © 2018 Rosie Chee