"You are going to be okay. You are...despite the way the world has failed to protect the tenderness that you are, despite the way it has clawed at the light within, despite the pain, despite the ache, despite all that has conspired to weigh down the soul of you - you are still here...Something deep inside of you kept going...something deep inside of you always will. Trust in that." - Bianca Sparacino

"She has one hell of a dark soul, but damn, it's so full of light." - Melody Lee

"You can be both soft and intense...vulnerable and strong...feminine and oceanic, yet filled with slow. burning. fire. There is possibility inside of paradox..." - Victoria Erickson

"I am not looking to escape my darkness, I am learning to love myself there." - Rune Lazuli

Image: Rosie Chee

I am definitely NOT the same Rosie now as "The Female Terminator" I was known as...That's a GOOD thing. But, she had her merits, and life has changed that "machine" into something else altogether. Something stronger, better, "balanced"... blessed. There is more SOUL than attitude in the Demon Angel Warrior Goddess that woke and walks now, even if she has days of being bare hint of one part or undeniably all, nothing and everything all at once, as only a true Gemini Goddess made of old soul "gold", dark moonlight magic, and wild gypsy heart of angels and demons can be...


Words: © 2018 Rosie Chee​

CRIMSON [FIRE] GODDESS


Embrace the fire.
Hell is your purifier,
flames the change
lighting your path,
reforging your heart
through the pain,
crimson stain glow
seeping to gold
weeping through your veins
altering your soul,
perception now enlightened,
your inner goddess awakened,
new power stirred,
strength found and grasped
in the heat
of passion that
sets you alight,
brighter than ever
in this world's darkness.
Darkness and light,
hell and heaven,
death and life,
destruction and growth,
pain and beauty,
you all at once.
Embrace it all.


Words: © Rosie Chee​

Photographer (Raw Image): Tony Mitchell


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#justme #natural #nomakeup #tattooed #Kiwi

Two years ago this day, "REBORN" was permanently inscribed on my skin (in ancient Chinese calligraphy). It was a heartfelt reminder that every death was the birth of a new lifetime, of each resurrection I had made through the fire after each awakening. Little did I realize that the two years to come would cause the most devastating destruction and uproot everything. Yet in the wake of it all, choices were made ("I DECIDE" on my left wrist another permanent reminder that in the end, I am the one who ultimately decides what I will do) and what took shape as the flames and smoke began to slowly dissipate in the darkness was no phoenix rising but something else entirely, that breathed in the chaos to let grow stronger its burning wild. Wild woman to dark angel and awakened demon, now Gemini Goddess. Embraced entirely, a universe contained delicately, explosively, within beautiful skin, I had to let shatter all that I was to become all that I am and was always meant to be.

Words: © 2018 Rosie Chee​

DARK ROSE BLOOM


Her eyes hold a look not there a year ago, something sensed as much as seen. It dares look away, even as it mesmerizes.

Something strangely erotic teases in the careless ease of her being, confidence of a woman comfortable in her skin. There is girlish playfulness in the sweep of her hair, even as nothing childlike lies in the sensual dark of her eyes.


Aura hints at airy abandonment and excited exploration that amalgamates gypsy fairy spirit with wild moon creature. Everything and nothing at once, she is a Goddess born and at her full glory under dark moonlight.


Words: © 2018 Rosie Chee​

Photographer (Raw Image): Tony Mitchell


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#unapologeticallyme #naked #natural #nomakeup

LUNA

There's a wild moon goddess inside of you. A creature of night and light. Dark beauty that embraces the sacred energy of 'moment'.

She seeks to speak, her words silent, sensed in soul. Her touch tantalizes, teasing tension to thunderstorm envy. She waits, whispers, weaving moon magic with her mouth, making tremble giants in the night.

Welcome the storm. The unknown. The mystery of magic. Accept this moment. As it is. Let it be. All it is. Dream the dream that seeks unconscious awakening to be brought to life within the shadow of darkness beneath the luminescence of the full moon.

Words: © 2018 Rosie Chee​

I won't let the stain
of tears darken the fire of
the light of my soul

Haiku © 2017 Rosie Chee​

Art by: Daniel Taylor

SHE IS


Some days she's dark; some days she's light. No matter what, she's always true; she's always her - that you can trust. Her soul is dark with shimmers light, her heart black stained with crimson tears, her mind shattered but always sense. She holds madness in one hand and peace in the other, each as much a part of her as her smile, or tears, or eyes that look through your soul. She can hide with the best of them, assumptions and impressions all the world once knew of her, until she chose to share herself, and in her vulnerability let slip too much, the truth behind the mask now seen: The love behind the distance, empathy behind the cold, pain behind the indifference, an aching beyond the loneliness that she rarely sets free. There is a soul unlike any other, an oxymoron complete, for she is as she is not, a complexity few will - if ever - understand. Both woman and girl, enlightened though innocent and anything but, a soul forever young even as it has lived lifetimes; a Gemini is she, but so much more than can ever be explained by words. She just simply is and will always be. Me.


© Rosie Chee

MOTIVATIONAL OF THE DAY


WOMAN

Beautiful. Like a thunderstorm.
Wet and wild and moody.
Like the ocean.
WOMAN.


© 2016 Rosie Chee

MOTIVATIONAL OF THE DAY

CRIMSON [FIRE] GODDESS

Embrace the fire.

Hell is your purifier,

flames the change

lighting your path,

reforging your heart

through the pain,

crimson stain glow

seeping to gold

weeping through your veins

altering your soul,

perception now enlightened,

your inner goddess awakened,

new power stirred,

strength found and grasped

in the heat

of passion that

sets you alight,

brighter than ever

in this world's darkness.

You are

darkness and light,

hell and heaven,

death and life,

destruction and growth,

pain and beauty,

you all at once.

Embrace it all.

© 2015 Rosie Chee

Art by: dania