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Showing posts with label weights. Show all posts

December 21, 2014

Lipo-Morph Week 6

Lipo-Morph

Monday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1455 and 2 caps post-meal @ 1906
Tuesday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1520 and 2 caps post-meal at 2257
Wednesday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1411 and 2 caps post-meal @ 2100
Thursday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1427
Friday - N/A
Saturday - N/A
Sunday - N/A

Used the last of the second bottle of Lipo-Morph on Thursday.


Body Statistics

Today: 9.5% bodyfat at 120.2 pounds

Girths remained unchanged for the most part.


Training

Monday – HIIT Run + Full-Body
Tuesday – 20-min Run
Wednesday - HIIT Run + Shoulders/Arms/Abs
Thursday – 20-min Run + Full-Body
Friday - HIIT Run + Arms/Abs
Saturday - 20-min Run + Full-Body
Sunday – 20-min Run

Even though felt bone dead on Saturday, still forced myself to go to the gym, but energy was so not there that ended up stopping after the first round (~20 minutes) of the circuit I was doing.


Nutrition

Nutrition this week has probably been the worst of any whilst using Lipo-Morph - had a LOT of carbohydrates (more than my usual "I need 400 grams") AND sodium, a combination for water retention (as seen by the gain in body mass). Have been eating a lot more again at night too, especially sugar, to help "coma" me to sleep (since I have barely been able to sleep this last week, despite being dead on my feet). The sugar has not been good for the following day re energy no doubt, but I've been non-stop-go all week and the "fix" has been worth the crash when needed (kind of). Nutrition will be back to being good next week - at least IN Lean Gains fast/window, as works best for my body.

December 15, 2014

Lipo-Morph Week 5

Lipo-Morph

Monday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1419
Tuesday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1035 and 2 caps post-meal at 1604
Wednesday - 2 caps post-meal @ 0917 and 2 caps post-meal @ 1444 and 2 caps post-meal @ 1934 (yes, used THREE times)
Thursday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1418
Friday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1627
Saturday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1448
Sunday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1547 and 2 caps post-meal @ 2311

Cooling is not as strong as it was when I first started using Lipo-Morph.

Body Statistics

On Saturday 13 December: 10.1% bodyfat at 115.4 pounds

Re girths, lost almost an inch through waist and a little through hips, putting me back close to where I was before I got sick; biggest surprise though was shoulders are now at the smallest girth they have been in the past, which is odd.


Training 

Monday – HIIT Run + Full-Body
Tuesday – 20-min Run + Core
Wednesday - HIIT Run
Thursday – 20-min Run + Full-Body
Friday - HIIT Run
Saturday - 20-min Run + Full-Body
Sunday – OFF

Nutrition

Been a lot better, although really need (and want) to be eating two meals EVERY day. Had a couple of cheat meals - Wednesday (outside Lean Gains 8-hour feeding window) and Sunday nights (in Lean Gains feeding window), albeit more "carb backloading" for the next day's training.

December 7, 2014

Lipo-Morph Weeks 3 & 4

Lipo-Morph

Week 3

 Monday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1328 and 2 caps post-meal @ 2000
Tuesday - 2 caps post-meal @ 2002
Wednesday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1330
Thursday - 2 caps post-meal @ 2000
Friday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1522 and 2 caps post-meal @ 2129
Saturday - none (ate twice though)
Sunday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1631

Week 4

Monday - 2 caps post-meal @ 2002
Tuesday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1226 and 2 caps post-meal @ 2226
Wednesday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1809
Thursday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1639
Friday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1445
Saturday - 2 caps post-meal @ 0935 and 2 caps post-meal @ 1501
Sunday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1613

Week 3 saw no "cooling" after some meals and week 4 was hit and miss with it.

Body Statistics

Week 3: 10% bodyfat at 121.4 pounds
Week 4: 10.5% bodyfat at 118 pounds

Re girths, gained back everything that had been lost from week one to two over week three, and little change from week three to four.

Training

Have NOT been happy with training over the last two weeks. Week 3 was "allowing" an "easy" week, so resistance training knew would be less, but still wanted at LEAST TWO days and only got in one. Thursday of week 3 got quite sick and it persisted - trained Monday of week 4, but was a huge effort and even running the days until Friday was painfully completed (running better than nothing, so forced that at least). Body DEFINITELY NEEDS RESISTANCE TRAINING

Week 3

Monday – OFF
Tuesday – HIIT Run
Wednesday - 20-min Run + Full-Body
Thursday – HIIT Run
Friday - 20-min Run
Saturday - HIIT Run
Sunday – OFF

Week 4

Monday – HIIT Run + Full-Body
Tuesday – 30-min Run
Wednesday - HIIT Run
Thursday – HIIT Run
Friday - HIIT Run + Full-Body
Saturday - 20-min Run
Sunday – OFF

Nutrition

All over the place. Was away or traveling most of week 3. Week 4 not had the best week. And been quite sick since Thursday of week 3, so meals dependent on how nauseous felt.


November 22, 2014

Lipo-Morph Week 2

Lipo-Morph

Monday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1319
Tuesday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1426
Wednesday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1440
Thursday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1352 and 2 caps post-meal @ 2033
Friday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1339
Saturday - 2 caps post-meal @ 1134 and 2 caps post-meal @ 1552
Sunday - 2 caps post-meal in the morning (to be).

The cooling in mouth after dosing each time is not as prominent as it was in week 1.

Body Statistics 

 Today: 9.8% bodyfat at 113.8 pounds.

To give an idea re change in girths, last Saturday to today was -1 cm in chest and hips, with no change in waist. FEEL much better though – although more to do with the fact that I have run EVERY single morning this week (and that makes ALL the difference).


Training 

Monday – 20-min Run + Shoulders/Hamstrings
Tuesday – HIIT Run + Arms/Abs
Wednesday - 20-min Run
Thursday – HIIT Run + Full-Body
Friday - HIIT Run + Shoulders/Arms/Abs
Saturday - 20-min Run
Sunday – OFF

Sunday will be my first day off ALL training in 10 days (and will be spent driving 10-12 hours).


Nutrition

Meals Monday through Wednesday were good.
Thursday saw a “cheat” meal [after impromptu rollerskating for 90 minutes in the evening], making for THREE meals (and more Lipo-Morph post-third).
Friday was good.
Today is two meals, with my second a “cheat”.
Sunday will be one meal, albeit "good".

February 26, 2012

2012 | Day 57: REFINED in Hell's Fires. REBORN from the Ashes. NEW Terminator Rising Up!


MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE OF THE DAY

"You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, "I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along" . . . You must do the thing you think you cannot do." - Eleanor Roosevelt

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TRAINING

It's been another screwed up week of training, primarily because I have not been going to sleep until ~0330 every morning, and, instead of just pulling an all-nighter as I would have done in the past, just staying up and starting training ~0430, I have been "letting" myself fall asleep, waking between 0530-0730, giving me some time to go for a run in the morning before work sometimes (if waking before 0630) and meaning training has to be done after work (which can be any time from 1930-2200), which is what "keeps" me awake until all hours (that, and being highly stressed, my mind not able to "turn off")...

Training completed this week:

Monday

Session 1

HIIT Run:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 24 x 20 sprint/10 sec easy
c. 4 min jogging

Stretch 49 min

Session 2

CrossTrainer 10 min

Shoulders/Hamstrings (1 min recovery between sets):
1. Behind-the-neck BB Military Press 6 x 12, 10, 8, 6, 6, 6
2. BB Military Press 6 x 10, 9, 9, 8, 8, 7
3. Single-Arm Cable Lateral Raises 2 x 15 per side
4. Single-Arm Plate Lateral Raises 2 x 15 per side
5. DB Lateral Raises 2 x 10
6. Side-to-side Plyometric Bench Jumps 6 x 20

Did not go to sleep until just AFTER my 0330 alarm, waking at 0430 and 0523, just getting up at 0530, since it was obvious I wasn't going to go back to sleep, I just got up...Went for my HIIT Run at 0700. It was cold, but the freshness was welcome. I felt fresh despite the lack of sleep, my sprints hard and fast and feeling like the best re intensity I was able to put into them in a long time. Right knee started seizing up during the last few sprints though, and it was an effort to push through...Resistance training waited until after work - the ONLY day this week I actually finished at the time I am SUPPOSED to, instead of going several HOURS OVERtime. Started out on the CrossTrainer for a warm-up, faster than I have ever done on it before, keeping my pace high, to get me warm and make my legs hurt, to cover any other pain I was experiencing, ignoring the sharp burning in my right biceps' tendon and cramp in my left calf. Moved from that to Behind-the-neck BB Military Press - I did better than last week, more reps at the same weight, but it hurt more as well, and I kept pushing for 2-4 reps MORE than I should have, the pain becoming excruciating. BB Military Press was interesting and I almost dropped the barbell after each set from the pain. Tried a different "approach" re lateral delts today, and did three different exercises for two sets. Single-Arm Cable Lateral Raises were WTF?! I was weak as anything, my biceps tendons screaming well after only a few reps on each side. I was near tears on the second set and had to dropset the weight, feeling like the most pathetic creature in the gym with how light it was. Single-Arm Plate Lateral Raises were ok, but seeing the difference in muscle and definition between right and lefts sides noticeably. DB Lateral Raises finished me off for sure. And if they didn't, my Side-to-side Plyometric Bench Jumps did - I used the highest bench in the gym, which yes, might not have been the best idea, and on my third set, my vision blurry, I stumbled, lost my balance and almost faceplanted into the dumbbell rack in front of me. A little lightheaded, I took a brief breather before finishing off my sets...No post-weights cardio today - after the Bench Jumps, I was done...

Tuesday

Run 7 miles @ 5 min/mile pace

Stretch 31 min

Another sleepless night into the early morning, this time with only half an hour of sleep from an overload of stress [the last few weeks]. A couple of hours later, because my mind would just not turn off and I needed some time out, I went for a 7-mile run at 5-minute mile pace to meditate and clear my head. It's been a long time since I ran so far or pushed my body that hard, and believe me, I FELT it! I definitely don't do things by half measures and one of these days, if I keep pushing myself like this, either my heart will give out again or my body will break somewhere else. Not that I am too worried about THAT...The crisp air helped calm the chill around my head, although my eyes were watering (not just from the cold). I wore only a t-shirt because I wanted my skin to be numb, to give something for my mind to wander to (which they didn't). Just me, the road, and God. Barely able to breathe, shallow gasps of air, my mind screaming (for a time), ignoring the pain in my right knee (for as long as possible; got hard to when I was limping from ~15 minutes into my run)...Gave several things up to God [I should have a long time ago] and finished my run feeling somewhat lighter. Still decided to leave my resistance session until after work though...Weights did not end up happening, as sh*t going at work blew to pieces and I was there far later than I wanted (and expected) to be, the calm evaporated into a seething aggression that would not have been conducive to training (even though I channel my aggression and rage through my training, there ARE some times when all it would be is a detriment and my training that day a waste of time). To be done later in the week...

Wednesday

Day OFF

Sleep started when I wanted to be getting up, for only ~3 hours, before it was time to get up. Just felt sluggish, head pounding. Work was another disaster, and a discovery later that evening tipped me over the edge of the sanity that I have been trying to hold onto for the last month. In an instant, all life, energy, motivation, and desire for anything but a deep, dark numbness and wanting to disappear from the world replaced me. In such a state, training was not even a thought.

Thursday

HIIT Run:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 24 x 20 sec effort/10 sec rest
c. 4 min skipping

Stretch 30 min

After a restless, sleepless night, not even there, a blank mask on a shell, I finally kicked myself in the head and went out for a run - HIIT, since I didn't do anything yesterday. During HIIT a change came over me. Something rose inside me and roared, my thoughts suddenly transformed from the discombobulating spinning in my mind to an eerie calm as it realized the truth it had known but not wanted to know, accepting the challenge of life, renewing courage, casting aside weakness and all mental restrictions that would hold me back in the future and prevent me from doing what I must and should. In an instant I was changed, like someone had suddenly shut me down, all that was left the machine that others had (until now) always had an impression of, a strength unlike any strength I have used before, rebuilding my resolve, my will. Freedom is a very releasing feeling. Even if it returns back to you parts of you thought to have been suppressed forever - there was a reason I was as I was when I was younger; it was how I survived (with His Grace), and in this time, it has joined me again. It has joined me and other aspects of me have gone, but not for a brief time - this time it is FOREVER and I do not want them back either. From now on I will be a weapon, attacking life with a vengeance, determination to leave as deep an impression on it as possible, as deep a mark as possible on all whose lives I cross paths with. A Warrior with a Purpose, I will have no hesitation in doing what I HAVE to do, anything in my life with destructive power GONE...Determined and light-hearted, I headed to work...However, the aggression of earlier this week returning full-force later on as an abusive situation turned yet again for the worse, making me mad enough to spit bullets, destructive enough that training, even though I WANT to hurt myself, would have been self-destructive in a NOT good way tonight, so I left it alone...

Friday

Session 1

Run 7 miles

Stretch 13 min

Session 2

CrossTrainer 10 min

Arms/Abs (30 sec recovery between supersets and giant sets):
SuperSet A -
1. Close-Grip BB Bicep Curls 4 x 10, 8, 6, 6
2. Dips 4 x 10, 8, 8, 6
SuperSet B -
3. Incline DB Hammer Bicep Curls 4 x 10
4. V-Bar Tricep Push-Downs 4 x 8, 8, 6, 6
SuperSet C -
5. DB Zottoman Curls 4 x 10
6. Standing DB French Press 4 x 6
Giant Set -
7. Alternate DB Hammer Curls 4 x 8 per side
8. Swissball Crunches (270 to 180 degrees; feet on wall, knees at 90 degree angle) 4 x 10
9. Ab Rollout 4 x 10
10. Deadbug 4 x 10

Post-Weights Cardio:
a. Kettlebell throw and catch to a squat (standing on BOSHU Ball) 5 min
b. Skipping (as many “double unders” as possible) 5 min
c. Skipping (on the BOSHU Ball) 5 min

Stretch 15 min

Passed out a little earlier than usual last night, but plenty of time for a 7-mile run before work - starting to like these again; might start doing them every other day instead of only 10 minutes of cardio pre-weights. Run was great. Air was cooler this morning, but crisp enough to wash over me in a calm, leaving a blank canvas for the day...Resistance session was going to be a hit-or-miss-not-sure-if-I-will-do-it after work (day 0830 to 1930 - NO breaks). Because I haven't done one since Monday, I knew I HAD to, and despite still not being sure whether or not I would actually do one, I took all my pre-training supplements at 1900 in preparation for it, more motivation (well, that, and I work in a gym, so there's NO excuse NOT to train, really). Somewhere between then and 1930, my mood drastically changed and I was READY to go!...Started out on the CrossTrainer, HARD AND FAST, virtually making it a 10-minute "sprint". Gasping for breath, I half-jumped-fell off, blood pumping, ready for the weights...Already determined that I was going to put my body through its paces, short recovery period between heavy supersets, lifting as much as I could. Started off with Close-Grip BB Bicep Curls - been struggling with these ridiculously the last few weeks, so, against all sense, upped it a little and nearly didn't make the last rep on the last set. Dips I did more slowly, going lower than ever, making sure to gauge the "intensity", so my reps would match that re Close-Grip BB Bicep Curls. Loving the vascularity popping when I started on SuperSet B, only getting stronger, the double blue lines separating in my biceps after the first superset. Even though the DB I used for Zottoman Curls were lighter than I am used to using, they made me work, and my arms were getting so pumped and tight that they started becoming painful on the third set. DB French Press sent a sharp pain through my right anterior deltoid and bicep, but I pushed past it, gritting my teeth for six reps each set. Finished off weights with a giant set, one last exercise for arms to ensure complete destruction, before setting into abs. Although only 10 reps each set of each abs' exercise, they were burning from the very FIRST set of Swissball Crunches! My body was on FIRE by the end of my session...Not over yet, though! Because I wasn't going to do post-weights cardio (and I really SHOULD have, since this is something I have learnt that my body NEEDS!), I did something else. After contemplating attempting standing on the swissball, or even jumping up and squatting on it (I know, stupid, considering it's how I broke my left wrist the first time), I ended up doing kettlebell throws on the BOSHU ball instead with one of the guys I work with - squatting down on catching it (so much for NO work for legs, right, LOL). One of the guys I work with and I have a standing competition to see who can do the most "double unders" with a skipping rope without stopping, so after all that, we spent several minutes trying to outdo each other and see if we could beat the record for it - which neither of us managed to do, our knees shot, my right almost giving out on me and rolling my left ankle. But, not to be deterred, I suddenly had the idea of making it MORE difficult and decided randomly to try skipping on the BOSHU ball (not a word - but not to be attempted at home, LOL :p) - NOT easy by any means, and I spent more time on the floor than the ball for my first few attempts. After being looked at like I was out of my mind (I'll try almost anything once- why not?!) and being told to stop, since what a great example it is for the trainers to be doing "dangerous" things, I succeeded not once, but TWICE, and then got Joe to try it. Great times, honestly. Ended the session sore and bruised (I still have burn marks on my arms, elbows, and back from my "great" idea of using a swissball as a "sumo-suit" against Joe, and instead of bouncing back onto my feet as I did the first time we did it, just flying my feet out from under me, top half first, onto my back onto the concrete floor several times), but LAUGHING...Went out to dinner with the guys afterwards, so very different than I had been all week, as if the DELIBERATE pain I was putting my body through, the latest way to see how far I can push my body to see if it "breaks", giving me a new lease on life...

Saturday

CrossTrainer 10 min

Full-Body (30 sec recovery between trisets):
TriSet A -
1. Alternate DB Hammer Bicep Curls 3 x 10, 8, 8 per side
2. Dips 3 x 10, 8, 8
3. Plank 3 x 1 min
TriSet B -
4. Plate Lateral Raises 3 x 15
5. Plate Hammer Raises 3 x 8
6. Rear Delt Flyes 3 x 11
TriSet C -
7. Supinated BB Bent Over Rows 3 x 10
8. Side-to-side Alternating DB Push-Ups (feet on floor, hands on DB/floor) 3 x 10
9. Ab Rollout 3 x 10

Stretch 20 min

Woke the latest I have in a long time this morning, after passing out earlier than usual, giving my body a few extra hours of obviously needed sleep...My mood from last night still in the system, I was bouncing around work with energy, jumping up and down on the BOSHU ball like it was a trampoline, causing the guys to shake their heads in amusement, being told it was like I "have been drinking", LOL...By the time work was over I was so READY for training, hammering it out with a Full-Body session, a little shorter than last week, but with higher intensity...CrossTrainer to start - I was almost laughing to myself during the first few minutes, but as I dug in and pain set into my left knee (from the skipping last night) and under my breastbone (a sharp, stabbing pain had lingered there for the few hours PRE-training and I was NOT going to have it prevent me from training), the "smile" became a grimace...30 seconds rest between [any] sets is what my body seems to respond to the best as far as progress, so I am sticking to it, no matter how hard I push myself. I was shaking badly on my second Plank, after feeling my triceps trembling during the prior set of Dips. Probably should have done a few more reps of each set re Lateral Raises, so next week I'll go heavier (and use DB), but more than made up for it by going heavier and struggling through Rear Delt Flyes, my left wrist cracking and creaking. My right elbow still refuses to come in close by my side when doing Supinated BB Bent Over Rows, despite my best efforts, so I am just going to have to work harder on this. Push-Ups were killer, my arms nearly giving out on me towards the end of my second set - noticing how "rounded" my upper back is from my cycling days when doing these (and planks), no matter how straight my back is or good my posture/form. Finished off the last triset with almost-all-the-way-to-the-floor Ab Rollouts, feeling my core tight and burn from yesterday's abwork...No post-weights cardio, just stretching, since I was really feeling it in my right shoulder/bicep afterwards (pain that ended up lasting all day)...

Sunday

HIIT Run:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 8 x 20 sec sprint/10 sec easy
c. 12 min jogging

Stretch 25 min

Beautiful day outside. Since I have only done two HIIT sessions this week, because I need to do THREE, and because I do NOT want to do any more NOT sprinting, I went for a HIIT Run, albeit only doing eight sprints, so that I can give it everything tomorrow morning (since Monday is a HIIT day). My body is exhausted [from yesterday's resistance session] but my sprints were good, the first few surprising me, actually, seeming almost effortless and over before I knew it. Going to have to start doing LONGER sprints, or just do upwards of 20-24 from now on!

Training this week was again not even close to Maintenance, and in fact, LESS than last week (which is so very NOT cool), so much so that I pretty much consider this a "Week Off"! I got beaten this week - just not in training as much as I had planned on! "Rebooting" is OVER - ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! DESTRUCTION TO COMMENCE, please!

OTHER NOTES

Body Composition

9.1% bodyfat - instead of a 0.3% decrease in bodyfat this week, I GAINED by 0.3%! My body composition was not something I was looking forward to seeing this week, knowing what kind of week it was re life events, stress, training (not even HALF of Maintenance), nutrition (not ONE "good" day - pizza and chocolate or buffet EVERY night after work), and everything else going on. But, it's done now. The week is over. It's been a week a long time in coming, but there can NEVER EVER be another like this in my life! And NEXT week I am aiming to lose ~0.1% bodyfat a DAY!...That aside, I HAVE gained some muscle mass this week - even though my right and left sides are still unbalanced, there is more mass in my deltoids and arms, the definition clearer than it was last week when I was leaner. Unfortunately, even though little resistance training done, with not even Hamstrings done when it WAS done, my lower body has "grown" by almost an INCH - so got to REALLY watch this and ELIMINATE ALL exercise with even a hint of weight that works legs...

Supplements

My bottle of AnaBeta runs out tomorrow - instead of a month, it's only lasted three weeks, since I've been using 5-6 caps daily...It's been nearly three weeks of using Erase PRO. It has not been the best three weeks ever, and each one has changed drastically re training AND nutrition, but progress HAS been made - just over one more week left to see what happens...

Lyle MacDonald's Rapid Fat Loss Crash Diet

As much as I hate to admit it, this did NOT happen this week. I know shame on me; I need to be more DISCIPLINED (but hey, I am only human, and I AM going to have my "weak" moments like everyone else). But, not going to regret it or stress over it, and just going to attempt it this COMING week instead. No biggie. Getting training back on track and up to Maintenance, completed first thing in the morning pre-work, and work hopefully less stressful, all other disruptions in my life from this last week [and month, really], somewhat "settled", I should be able to REfocus and DO THIS! I HAVE TO! NOT being leaner is NOT acceptable!

If I thought last week was stressful, it didn't hold a candle to what happened THIS week, which has honestly been one of the hardest and most challenging weeks in my LIFE (which says a lot, given everything I've been through)! That said, I guess it's been some time in coming, and now that it's over and done with, I can let go and move ON with my life for the better, thankful for the experience, grateful to have been blessed such, stronger and more determined than ever, knowing that the best for me is yet to COME, having faith that I am exactly where I am supposed to be right now in my life. I have NOTHING left to lose, so it's time to push the limits even MORE than ever, marching FORWARD with directive PURPOSE! There is a NEW Terminator in the world!

February 12, 2012

2012 | Day 43: And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge...this is how I break apart...


MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE OF THE DAY

"Staying Positive...knowing anything is possible despite all odds. Staying in control...knowing we have the power over our own life. Staying Focused and Determined...knowing it's the key to any goal. Staying positive, in control, Focused and Determined..." - Roland Lorans

For the complete Motivational, review Staying Positive | WPM Women.

TRAINING

Training completed this week:

Monday

HIIT Run:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 20 x 20 sec sprint/10 sec easy
c. 6 min jogging

Stretch 20 min

Shoulders/Hamstrings (1 min recovery between sets):
1. Smith Machine Seated Behind-the-neck Military Press 6 x 8, 6, 6, 6, 6, 5
2. Smith Machine Seated Military Press 6 x 6
3. Single-Arm DB Lateral Raises 6 x 12 per side
4. Stiff-Legged BB Deadlift (on 6-inch box, BB to touch floor) 6 x 10

Post-Weights Cardio:
CrossTrainer 20 min

Stretch 5 min

Woke just before my 0330 alarm this morning - hasn't taken long for my body to get back into the groove of getting up at this time, which is great. Out into the frigid air I went for HIIT. Legs a little tender, but kept up a surprising pace, even though it was rolling terrain. Twisted my ankle on an uneven area of the road towards the end, but it did not stop me from finishing strongly...Walk to the gym took a little longer than usual this morning, and I'm finding that I don’t mind it even being ~20 minutes. Started out with Seated Behind-the-neck Military Press again this morning. Same weight as last week. PAIN! I struggled to get the eighth rep out, dropping my right arm to my side, cradling it as close as possible, the pain was that excruciating. So much for making progress. In the mood I was in though, I didn't care, and kept the weight at what it was, pushing my right arm up to the BB, forcing the next five sets out, screaming inside with EVERY rep. Even though using the Smith Machine, it was a real effort, testing my limits. My body had had enough after just six sets, but it was not going to be let off that easily. Six sets of regular Seated Military Press at a lighter weight than last week, gritting my teeth, dropping my right arm to my side after every set, welcoming the pain, even though I know I'm going to suffer for it later on today (and into tomorrow most likely). My right side had almost lost all strength by the time I started on Single-Arm DB Lateral Raises, and I had to dropset the weight each set - kept it the same for my left side as mu right, since I don't want my body to become even more unbalanced than it has become. Finished off by stretching my hamstrings out. Lower back was in agony during Stiff-Legged BB Deadlifts today - has been aching more than ever now that I have started sprinting harder and faster again...Even though I as light-headed and not feeling it, I forced my body to finish with 20 minutes on the CrossTrainer, upping the pace for the last half, just to make sure I was destroyed at the end of the session, as if resistance training wasn't enough...Was the slowest walk back to the hotel…Right shoulder and arm is in a lot of pain - taking lots of Aleve to help minimize any swelling and deal a little with the pain, although some of the pain is WELCOME, to help take my mind off a far more destructive pain. After all, my body WILL heal...

Tuesday

CrossTrainer 10 min

Arms/Abs (30 sec recovery between alternate sets and trisets):
Alternate Set A -
1. Dips 4 x 12, 10, 8, 6
2. Close-Grip BB Bicep Curls 4 x 8, 6, 6, 6
Alternate Set B -
3. V-Bar Tricep Push-Downs 4 x 10, 8, 8, 8
4. Incline DB Hammer Bicep Curls 4 x 12, 12, 10, 10
Alternate Set C -
5. Push-Ups (hands on DB under chest, feet on floor) 4 x 10, 10, 10, 8
6. DB Zottoman Curls 4 x 12, 12, 10, 10
TriSet -
7. Rope Crunches 4 x 20, 15, 15, 10
8. Hanging Straight-Leg Raises (hips to 90 degrees) 4 x 8, 6, 6, 6
9. Ab Rollout 4 x 20, 15, 15, 10

Post-Weights Cardio:
CrossTrainer 20 min

Stretch 30 min

First morning with all my "staples" back. Definitely noticed the difference. Also to note that this was also the first morning in over two months that I have NOT used Aleve (going to see how this goes this week - I have been getting too dependent on this, dosing the same as someone 2-3 times my size, and need to stop)...Walked to the gym and straight onto the CrossTrainer for a brisk 10 minutes. Even in that brief time, I heated up quickly, feeling rather feverish actually, and it lasted throughout the rest of the session. At eight minutes, my right knee started hurting, which is a first in using the CrossTrainer, and hopefully the last...Pumped up and ready to go, headed into weights with a vengeance. Surprised myself with the improvement in strength on Dips - well, not so much strength, but reps I was able to do before the pain set in, which was not until the last couple of reps on the last two sets. Close-Grip BB Bicep Curls were another story, and although I was able to do more than last week, I'm still lacking re strength here. Same weight for V-Bar Tricep Push-Downs as last week, but able to do more reps. Upped weight for Incline DB Hammer Bicep Curls - right biceps tendon started burning sharply on the second set, but I forced out 12 reps, but on the eleventh rep the third set, my right arm just gave out and I dropped the DB, so ending it there, going on to do only 10 reps for the final set. Excellent vascularity though, so made up for it a little (but not really). Alternate Set C was good. Getting better with lack of pain on Push-Ups, hands right under chest, my elbows able to actually stay right in at my sides, all the way down until I hit the DB. Last set though, my right side gave out on me during the ninth rep. Veins were ropes in my forearms, looking hard and dry during DB Zottoman Curls - loving it, especially when the double separation re veins in biceps appeared. Abs' triset was painful. Still having issues with Hanging Straight-Leg Raises - so much pain hanging, even with both hands there, and my back is also hurting for some reason during, but did as many as I could before my right arm/shoulder gave out...20 minutes on the CrossTrainer to finish. My right bicep tendon was screaming in pain during this and I actually had my left hand on it, fingers digging into it to minimize the pain. For some reason, doing that caused my left calf a little strain, but was not too much of an issue. Face flushed, dripping by the end, lightheaded, but glad I had done it. Definitely a good feeling...Walked back to the hotel, revelations suddenly falling through my mind. I might be struggling with training, but it IS going to get better. I AM going to get better and I AM going to be BETTER than I was before my injuries. I am Blessed in being Alive and being able to do what I CAN...

Wednesday

HIIT Run:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 16 x 20 sec sprint/10 sec easy
c. STOP 2 min
d. 1 min jogging
e. 8 x 20 sec sprint/10 sec easy
f. 4 min jogging

Stretch 25 min

First day using Erase PRO...Woke every 90 minutes during the night after falling asleep, which was a little annoying. Felt feverish every time I woke as well, which I thought nothing of, since the air conditioning if too warm can sometimes cause me to feel like that. However...As soon as I started running, I felt nauseous. Not a nice feeling. I started out gingerly, feeling like I would be sick at any minute. When it came to start my sprints, I was like "fcuk it", and just went all out. Sprints were GREAT - fastest they have been, and most effortless as well, since I started back training. Knees were also great. Nausea stayed with me, and 12 minutes into HIIT I had to stop. I spent two minutes being sick on the side of the road, which was no fun at all. Now, whether or not it's because I HAVE gotten sick (since I've been training and dealing with sick people the last few days at work, and I DID spend all yesterday at work hot and cold, taking my hoodie on and off), or if it's just because it’s my first day of Erase PRO and my system needs some time to adjust to having 75 mg of 3,7-keto at once (every dose of Erase I use is only 50 mg 3,7-keto) or there's something in it that can cause such effects, I don't know - it's too early to tell either way. Anyways, I kept going, careful with a minute just jogging lightly, in case I had to stop again. After that, since my body WAS feeling good (aside from the nausea) and I felt fresh, I did another eight sprints, finishing off with some light jogging. My right knee did not bother me until I started running again after stopping, and then it was just tight, not the seizing it has been doing until now. Right shoulder/biceps did not hurt during my run at any point, but my LEFT delt actually did, and I could feel a pull through it during the second half of HIIT, which was interesting...A little relived that today is JUST HIIT and no resistance training, to be honest, since I'm still feeling nauseous. Plus, it gives my body a chance to recover, since I have pushed myself harder this week in training and was pretty shattered last night after the long day at work yesterday...

Thursday

Session 1

CrossTrainer 10 min

Session 2


CrossTrainer 10 min

Back/Chest (1 min recovery between alternate sets):
Alternate Set A -
1. Supinated Pull-Ups 4 x 8, 6, 5, 4, 3
2. Push-Ups (feet on bench, hands on swissballs) 4 x 10, 8, 8, 8
Alternate Set B -
3. Supinated BB Bent Over Rows 4 x 8, 7, 6, 5
4. Incline BB Bench Press 4 x 10, 8, 8, 8

Post-Weights Cardio:
CrossTrainer 20 min

Stretch 20 min

Didn't get to sleep until I should have been getting up, so just left it and decided to train after work...Had a short break early afternoon, so did a rapid 10 minutes fast on the CrossTrainer. BURNED my legs...Did not get to start training until close to 2100. First day doing back and chest in ~5 months (excluding the minimal work done during Full-Body sessions). It was tough - strength and function has been sorely affected from my torn right biceps and rotator cuff tendons. Pull-Ups was pathetic - hard to believe, watching me struggle to do the pitifully low reps that I did, that I used to be able to do several sets of at least 4-5 TIMES that many! Definitely a struggle on the last rep of each set, and I tried for an additional one as well, but did not happen. Flat BB Bench Press - even demonstrating this to members with NO weight, or even with just the motion, causes extreme pain in my right shoulder - was a no-go, and I stuck with doing Push-Ups, albeit making them harder, using swissballs to force stability and my core to work more. They were ok, a little unstable in starting, and I had to really concentrate on my balance, but, aside from extreme lower back pain affecting my last rep or two on each set, I was ok. Strength less on Supinated BB Bent Over Rows and, even though I put on less than what I was lifting pre-injury, I had to drop it back even more. Right elbow did not go in straight by my side, and despite my best efforts, insisted each time on going out on an angle - going to have to work on that. The biggest surprise was with Incline BB Bench Press - strength has NOT decreased here, and there is NO pain in my right shoulder doing this. So, incline bench press to stay and flat bench press to go...Finished off with 20 minutes hard and fast on the CrossTrainer. Right shoulder started hurting painfully after ~10 minutes, so had my elbow bent up, holding my shoulder. At ~16 minutes, my right knee started hurting (like it did yesterday), and slowed me down a little. Plus, started getting quite dizzy and lightheaded and was wobbly a little. Glad when I was done and could lie on the floor to stretch...

Friday

HIIT Treadmill:
a. 1 min @ 12 miles/hr
b. 1 x 10 sec rest/50 sec @ 11.5 miles/hr
c. 1 x 20 sec rest/40 sec @ 11 miles/hr
d. 1 x 30 sec rest/30 sec @ 10.5 miles/hr
e. 2 x 30 sec rest/30 sec @ 10 miles/hr
d. 1 x 30 sec rest/30 sec @ 9.5 miles/hr
e. 2 x 30 sec rest/60 sec @ 9 miles/hr

CrossTrainer 10 min

Stretch 10 min

For Time SuperSet (no recovery between supersets):
1. Plate Push (on ground) 8 x 30-feet
2. Single-Arm DB Cleans 8 x 5 per side

Stretch 15 min

Since I didn't get to sleep until I wanted to be getting up this morning, I decided to do my training after work. LONG day at work - well over 12 hours - which caused a second thought about training, especially since my legs were sore from demonstrating leg exercises to members for the past few days (I DON’T train legs simply because they are big enough already and I do NOT want them bigger, and even demonstrating exercises with no weight, my lower body re glutes and legs have GAINED half an inch this week, which I am NOT happy with at all!) Today is HIIT day. Figured to give the treadmill a shot, even though I determined pre-injuries last year that I never wanted to use another treadmill again. Anyways, started off on that - took a little to get the pace up, and because I was not prepared for it, I allowed it to get higher than I should have, so not giving my body any chance at all to ease into it, but going straight for intensity. Yeah - not too smart. Did intervals, but instead of going UP in pace and/or time, I dropped it back each time, for a slightly shorter "effort" period. My shins were ok, but my left ankle almost gave out on me after ~5 minutes. 10 minutes was enough, and finished up on the CrossTrainer the rest of the 20 minutes I wanted to complete...Stretched afterwards, and that was going to be the end of training for me today (decided on doing Full-Body tomorrow). However, ended up having to stay at work even longER, joining one of the guys doing a random superset for time, just because. Yes, I know, not wanting to do legs (and having no need to either, since they get worked enough in my cardio), but since they were already shot (or so I thought) from everything else this week, I said why not, despite my reservation about doing single-arm cleans with my shoulders and arms the way they are (not wanting to aggravate either one, since both have been very sore all day). Try pushing a rubber plate across carpet - it was SLOW and taxing on the legs, but it was ok. Discovered that cleans weren’t as bad as I thought they would be - maybe because it was a rapid power movement - and I ended up INcreasing the weight after the second time through. Sweat was dripping off both of us before we were even half-way through, my legs were screaming, and I was panting, the exertion sounding like I was doing something else, LOL. Even though my legs were on fire after eight rounds, my endurance is very strong and I could have kept going, but did not, stretching out my body after a few stairclimbers and lunges...

Saturday

Day OFF

I actually was going to do my Full-Body session today before or after work. Didn't get up before work, since I only went to sleep at ~0500, and after work, I was beyond shattered, even though it was a "slower" day. Likely from Friday’s session after work, my body was shattered, still in pain in my left tricep from Back/Chest day (re swissball push-ups), and aching in places it has not ached in a very long time. So, mentally beating myself up, but allowing my body a chance to recuperate, especially since I was very feverish on waking...

Sunday

Recline Bike 20 min @ 105-109 rpm

Stretch 20 min

I wasn't going to do anything today, especially since I woke up in a terrible state, feverish, but cold, feeling like my head was gong to explode from the pounding, throat dry and swollen, muscles MORE than aching, coughing up blood until I thought my throat was raw. However, because I didn't do anything yesterday, and because I don't want to have more than ONE day off training a week, I went downstairs to the hotel Fitness Room and sat on the recline bike for 20 minutes. Definitely prefer that one to the one at the gym, as it allows me to spin - the one at the gym does not and even on the lowest resistance level, makes me feel like I am climbing hills, and I don't need to have ANY resistance, even from that, because if I do, my legs will BLOW up, and that’s the LAST thing desired! Hot and cold, dizzy, and feeling like I was going to pass out, I did it anyway, so hopefully that "light" exercise will help my body in some way.

Training has been interesting this week. Just below Maintenance, with only 75% of it completed. Schedule has been a little off-base as well, with me not being able to go to sleep until I wanted to be up from Thursday on, training instead after work then and Friday. NOT acceptable, and from now on, even if I am still awake at 0330, I am going to get my training done FIRST THING, period! There can be NO EXCUSES! I WILL DO WHAT HAS TO BE DONE!

OTHER NOTES

Body Composition

Now at 8.9% bodyfat - minimal 0.3% bodyfat loss. Although it is a little disappointing, I am "ok" with it, knowing that I can make my progress faster, especially since this week was the OPPOSITE of last week re nutrition - yes, so even with only two of seven days with "good" nutrition (work has been so long - >12-hour days - and stressful this week that, every night but Friday, the guys and I have gone out for a buffet dinner on leaving there - bad I know, but calorie and carbohydrate-wise, it's more beneficial for my body than what I've done the last couple of weeks) as opposed to five of seven, I have made MORE progress this week than I did the last TWO with "good" nutrition, even with only 75% of my training completed this week. Definitely interesting, but also motivating...Another interesting thing was that I have GAINED half an inch in my LOWER body re glutes and legs, which is definitely NOT ok - from now on, I will NOT be demonstrating ANY lower body exercise for ANYone, whether with no weight or even just static at all, since all it is doing is adding more muscle mass to my legs, the complete OPPOSITE of what I want!...I NEED to get leaner ASAP!!!

Supplements

Started back on my "staples" on Tuesday. Believe me, even in a day, I knew that I was once again using Erase and AnaBeta - in and out of the bathroom all day, so much it was annoying, LOL. But, loving having them all back - I feel somewhat like me again...Began Erase Pro on Wednesday...I have NOT used ANY Aleve since Monday, to see how it goes. Knees have been a little swollen on some days, as well as right shoulder/upper arm, with pain constantly prevalent, but right now, it has been a welcome pain, and so I am going to continue withOUT Aleve henceforth...

So, let's see what the coming week brings. It's going to be interesting, especially with everything going on in my life right now. But, BRING IT ON!!!

January 28, 2011

Day 28: Cutting starts next week

QUOTE OF THE DAY

"Life is not about finding yourself. It is about creating yourself." - George Bernard Shaw


MUSIC VIDEO OF THE DAY

Cold - Wasted Years




TRAINING

Cardio - ~3 mile Run.

Stretch 10 min.

Full-Body (45 sec recovery between sets):
1. Wide-Grip Lat-Pulldown 5 x 8RM
2. Incline DB Bench Press 5 x 8-9RM
3. BB Romanian Deadlift 5 x 8
4. Close-Grip BB Bicep Curl 5 x 8RM
5. Hanging Straight-Legs Raises (toes touch bar) 5 x 8

Post-Weights Cardio - Stepper:
10 min @ 11 floors/min

Stretch 10 min.


COMMENTS

Sleep - Time and Quality: ~5 hours.

Mood/Aggression: Aggressive as hell heading to the gym. Not happy in the gym. Kind of flat about now.

Energy: My body feels heavy and sluggish today.

Mental Focus and Clarity: This can never let up now.

Stress: Where do you draw the line between beneficial and detrimental?

Libido: Maybe later . . .

Joints: PAIN in wrists!

Endurance: Ok.

Strength: Added yet a further 5-10 pounds on all exercises from last week (ignoring the pain in my wrists).

Pump: Strong.

Vascularity: Very strong.

Quality of Training: Since running seems to help me re fat loss, decided to run. Running on an indoor track is definitely not as much fun as running outside, and the time passes much slower. However, did it, even with lateral left knee seizing up after eight minutes and stitch in right side towards the end . . . Resistance training was straight PAIN from the beginning. I honestly felt throughout almost the entire session that my wrists were being wrenched from their sockets, and the pain was - PAIN! . . . Only did 10 minutes of Post-Weights Cardio, but from next week, I am going to have to make sure that I do 20 minutes of cardio pre-weights daily and 20-minutes of post-weights cardio at least 3-4 days . . .

Recovery: I'll feel it later no doubt.

Appetite: DCP should get here early next week, which is good, because I need something to SUPPRESS my appetite (if I could have New Year's week back re this, I would!)

Body Composition and Look: This is all going to CHANGE!

Other Effects: Call me a wuss, but I canNOT handle using Eviscerate any more - my skin is just far too sensitive now (I think the hard water in the US has a lot to do with it, since it has been bad since I've been over here). The burn is never-ending and it's still as fresh >12 hours after application as it was when I applied it, and if it so much as gets wet re sweat (training) or in another shower (anything not cold water), it burns MORE. Honestly, I would rather literally crash from the top of the 45-degree bank of a wooden velodrome and slide down to the bottom than endure this 'I'm burning alive' feeling daily. So, I am stopping Eviscerate and just going to wait until the Eviscerate Smolder arrives.

Other Notes: I haven't had IGF-2 for two days now, so I was interested in seeing if Assault would work as well as it has been with the addition of the Rhodiola Rosea. If yesterday is anything to go by, then it is ok - guess we'll see until more IGF-2 arrives how things go.

Competition Notes: I was going to recomp for another two weeks. However, given where I am now and where I want to be for competition, I am going to adjust that and start cutting from NEXT week. At a rate of 0.5% bodyfat loss per week (give or take, but usually it averages out to this, regardless), it will take me ~8 weeks to get as lean as I can - this gives me an additional two weeks to tweak things, and a further week for the competition diet preparation. Since I AM serious about this, and want to win my Pro card at THIS competition, doing this the right way for results is what I HAVE to do - no more screwing around and letting life interfere with things!


FIT TIP OF THE DAY

I keep seeing and having people ask how to train females with weights, thinking that there are separate distinctions between "male" and "female" training. There is NO difference in training a female than training a male - they should be doing the same exercises re resistance training (albeit most will be lifting less than a male would - this is the ONLY difference). As with everything else, the resistance training programme should be tailored to the individual specific for their goals AND needs.

December 13, 2010

Day 346: Behind the Curtain

Training

HIIT Cardio:
a. 4 min easy
b. 12 x 40 sec effort/20 sec easy
c. 4 min easy

Gym - Shoulders (30 sec recovery between supersets/trisets):
Superset A -
1. Behind-the-neck BB Military Press 4 x 8, 7, 6, 5
2. Lateral Raises 4 x 15, 12, 10, 8
Superset B -
3. Seated BB Military Press 4 x 6, 5, 4, 3
4. Hammer Raises 4 x 12, 10, 8, 6
Triset -
5. Clean and Press 4 x 10
6. Single-Arm Lateral Raises 4 x 10 per arm
7. Seated Rear Raises 4 x 10

Post-Weights Cardio 20 min.

Stretch 20 min.

Comments

Sleep - Time and Quality: Need to change my sleeping schedule.

Stress: Unbelievable!

Endurance: Great.

Strength: Added 5 pounds to my main lifts from last week.

Quality of Training: HIIT was good - but really need to start running on the indoor track again . . . Resistance training hurt, but dug my heels in and gritted my teeth and kept going . . .

Body Composition and Look: Still sitting at 10% bodyfat.

September 29, 2010

Day 271: The Sixth Circle of Hell has been Entered

Training

HIIT Cardio:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 4 x 25 sec effort/35 sec rest
c. 4 min jogging
d. 4 x 25 sec effort/35 sec rest
e. 4 min jogging

Stretch 10 min.

Gym - Upper Body (30 sec recovery between alternate sets):
Alternate Set A -
1. DB Clean and Press 8 x 15
2. DB Lateral Raises 8 x 15
Alternate Set B -
3. Push-Ups (feet on floor, hands on box) 8 x 15
4. Supinated BB Bent Over Rows 8 x 15
Alternate Set C -
5. DB Shoulder Press 8 x 15
6. Incline DB Rear Raises 8 x 15
Alternate Set D -
7. EZ-Bar Bicep Curls 8 x 15
8. Incline Dips 8 x 15
Alternate Set E -
9. Swissball Rollouts 2 x 15
10. Side Plank 2 x 30 sec

Post-Weights Cardio - Stepper:
20 min @ 11 floors/min

Posing/T-Walk Practice 10 min.

Stretch 10 min.

PM Cardio 20 min.

PM Posing Practice 10 min.

Comments

Sleep - Time and Quality: I'm not going to get a lot of sleep over the next few days.

Mood/Aggression: In and out and everything in between.

Energy: I am EXHAUSTED - I just want to sleep, but can't. Just doing everything because I HAVE to.

Mental Focus and Clarity: Not really there after training. I'm awake and feeling like I want to pass out and not in the mood to be thinking too hard - and it needs to be; I have TWO assessments due tomorrow!

Metabolism: Good.

Stress: Wisdom tooth is still up (and painful as fcuk), so stress has not gone anywhere.

Libido: This is going to have to wait until AFTER my competition!

Endurance: It's amazing what the body can do and what we can push it to do!

Strength: Weaker than even yesterday - I am so OVER this!

Pump: Was fine for the first couple of alternate sets - after that, I think the session just got too long.

Vascularity: Deltoid and bicep vascularity from the get go during resistance training - it happens like that from intense cardio pre-weights, so I'm thinking I may have to do a short and hard HIIT session the morning of my competition.

Quality of Training: HIIT was reasonable. The second set of efforts I really noticed a slowing of pace . . . Resistance training, I started out with a pale face, slowly gaining colour, only to lose it again. Got the sniffles second alternate set in as well. Everything hurt, and I was struggling just to stay motivated and not walk out. The only allowance or going easy was that I SHOULD have done eight alternate sets for abs, but I haven't included them on this day for the last two weeks, and I'd already been lifting weights for ~2 hours . . . Post-Weights Cardio was intense, but I was completely shattered by that time . . . Posing Practice was ok. I'm getting better, slowly . . . PM Cardio and Posing Practice is just an EFFORT . . .

Recovery: I am NOT ok!

Body Composition and Look: Midsection looked better this morning, but still not fine with it.

Other Effects: Thirsty as hell . . . And feel like I am burning up in a furnace . . . Again!

Other Notes: Used the last of my current bottle of Lipotrophin-PM this morning, and will run out of Bio-Mend on Friday - I'm not going to start another bottle of each, though; when I do, it will be next week . . . Being very good so far - today was a family dinner to celebrate a host of birthdays and anniversaries, and I didn't eat a thing; just had my MuscleGel and cleaned up. It gets easier after a while, and for once when it comes to food I'm listening to my HEAD and not what I feel like or think I can get away with (about time) . . . On that note, my MuscleGels are one of my primary forms of substance this week - those, peanut butter, chicken breasts, and BC+EAA . . .

Day 270: If I am to be in Hell, let it be of MY Making!

Training

Cardio - Stepper:
20 min @ 10 floors/min

Gym - Full-Body (30 sec recovery between alternate sets):
Alternate Set A -
1. BB Romanian Deadlifts (on 6" box, BB to touch feet) 8 x 12
2. Bench Step-Ups 8 x 12 per side
Alternate Set B -
3. Flat BB Bench Press 8 x 12
4. Close-Grip V-Bar Seated Row 8 x 12
Alternate Set C -
5. DB Shoulder Press 8 x 12
6. Incline DB Rear Raises 8 x 12
Alternate Set D -
7. V-Bar Tricep Push-Downs 8 x 12
8. Alternate DB Bicep Curls 8 x 15 per side
Alternate Set E -
9. Weighted V-Sits 8 x 15
10. Bicycle (on bench) 8 x 12 per side

Post-Weights Cardio - Treadmill:
7 x 2 min @ 12.8 km/hr / 1 min recovery

Posing/T-Walk Practice 15 min.

Stretch 20 min.

PM Cardio 20 min.

PM Posing Practice 10 min.

Comments

Sleep - Time and Quality: ~4 hours.

Mood/Aggression: Up and down, and training didn't make it much better today.

Energy: After today's training, I did NOT sleep (although I wanted to), have worked a fast-paced night shift, done some more cardio post-work, and my day is not going to be over for at least another 2-3 hours, before a 0630 hours start again tomorrow . . .

Mental Focus and Clarity: So there.

Metabolism: Fine.

Stress: What do YOU think?!

Libido: High - but too shattered to act on it today.

Endurance: Doesn't get any better than this - and considering I do ALL my training on an EMPTY stomach FIRST THING, certainly not what most could handle.

Strength: My weights are at ~50-60% of what I would normally be lifting for these reps - not my proudest moments - and I have to keep reminding myself that my training is still INTENSE, regardless of how pathetic my numbers are.

Pump: Was ok.

Vascularity: Kicked in during all cardio, calmed down, and then back again from Alternate Set C onwards, staying strong for the rest of the day.

Quality of Training: I had a smile on my face during pre-weights cardio . . . Soon disappeared into a scowl, though. If I thought yesterday was long, think again! Today's resistance session was OVER TWO hours! I have not done a session like that in ~7 years (and then it was only long because I was having 2-5 minute recovery periods - back when I was competitively cycling)! I started out flushed and rosy-cheeked, my eyes bright, and by the end of Alternate Set A, my face was ashen and my eyes looked like hollows in my face. About now was the time I wanted to just say fcuk it and walk out, but I pushed myself to keep going, despite the screaming body and just being over it already . . . To top it off, I RAN for Post-Weights Cardio - when I was shattered and shouldn't have been able to walk, let alone do running EFFORTS! . . . Was a little shaky during Posing Practice - understandably. Walked SLOWLY and sorely home . . . Even though I didn't want to, did PM Cardio - albeit not very fast - when I got home from work, and then forced some Posing Practice afterwards . . .

Recovery: My LOWER body aches.

Body Composition and Look: I still have a belly. Waist to knees is now a problem area - never used to be - and I am starting to HATE my body more than I already do (sigh).

September 27, 2010

Day 269: Marching on the Fifth Circle of Hell

Training

HIIT Cardio:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 8 x 20 sec effort/10 sec easy / 1 min recovery
c. 8 min jogging

Stretch 10 min.

Gym - Full-Body (30 sec recovery between alternate sets):
Alternate Set A -
1. BB Good Mornings 8 x 12
2. Side-to-side Plyometric Bench Jumps 8 x 24
Alternate Set B -
3. Push-Ups (feet on bench, hands on DB) 8 x 10
4. BB Bent Over Rows 8 x 12
Alternate Set C -
5. BB Military Press 8 x 10
6. DB Lateral Raises 8 x 12
Alternate Set D -
7. Dips 8 x 10
8. DB Bicep Curls 8 x 12
Alternate Set E -
9. Rope Crunch 8 x 10
10. Hanging Straight-Leg Raises (hips to 90 degree flexion) 8 x 10

Post-Weights Cardio - Stepper:
20 min @ 10 floors/min

Posing/T-Walk Practice 15 min.

PM Cardio 20 min.

PM Posing Practice 10 min.

Stretch 10 min.

Comments

Mood/Aggression: Determined to make a dent in this bodyfat!!!

Energy: After training I felt like passing out, but didn't, and had work for several hours, before forcing a pm cardio session.

Mental Focus and Clarity: There.

Stress: I don't need to paint a picture.

Libido: HIGH.

Endurance: Unbelievable!

Pump: Wasn't actually that great today - only for about half of the resistance session.

Vascularity: Started happening during Alternate Set C . . . Noticed them darker throughout the day . . .

Quality of Training: HIIT was fine - a little different than usual, but changing it up to give my body a bit of a shock . . . Resistance session was ~100 minutes! Longest ever! Added in two more sets per alternate set from last week. And the next two days are going to be just as long - if I wasn't doing this competition and determined to beat my body into the ground, I'd be stopping after 45-50 minutes! . . . Post-Weights Cardio was a blur . . . Posing Practice is just getting frustrating. Practiced with my hair down today - needs to have more body to it - to get used to it . . . PM Cardio was easy - needs to be HARDER . . .

Recovery: Fine . . It's not going to be in a few days, though . . .

Body Composition and Look: NOT happy with it at all!

Other Notes: Stopping NeoVar Recomped use for this week, but sticking with the rest of my supplements.

September 8, 2010

Day 251: INTENSE!

Training

HIIT Cardio:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 4 x 20 sec effort/40 sec recovery
c. 4 min jogging
d. 4 x 20 sec effort/40 sec recovery
e. 4 min jogging

Gym - Arms (1 min recovery between alternate sets):
Alternate Set A -
1. Close-Grip Pull-Ups 4 x 12, 10, 6, 6
2. Dips 4 x 8
Alternate Set B -
3. BB Bicep Curls 4 x 8
4. Flat Close-Grip Bench Press 4 x 8
Alternate Set C -
5. DB Zottoman Curls 4 x 8
6. V-Bar Tricep Push-Downs 4 x 6

Post-Weights Cardio - Treadmill:
a. 2 x 2 min @ 12.8 km/hr / 1 min rest
b. 2 x 1 min @ 12.8 km/hr / 1 min rest
c. 2 x 1 min @ 13.6 km/hr / 1 min rest
d. 2 x 1 min @ 14.4 km/hr / 1 min rest
e. 1 x 2 min @ 12.8 km/hr

Posing Practice 20 min.

Stretch 20 min.

Comments

Sleep - Time and Quality: Very broken - constantly up and down.

Mood/Aggression: Interesting.

Energy: Definitely have energy - feeling after training doesn't make for doing anything too active for the rest of the day.

Mental Focus and Clarity: Constant.

Stress: Higher than high.

Endurance: Excellent.

Strength: Good.

Pump: Pumps awesome, made better by posing practice during alternate set recovery periods.

Vascularity: Veins through deltoids and arms coming out today (definitely training with mirrors around helps seeing aesthetic progress).

Quality of Training: HIIT was fine. Running exhausts me now, and despite my ego, I had to stop between sprints, as well as having the longer recovery time . . . Resistance training was awesome. Lighting is way better in the gym than at home, and so could get a better idea re posing for quarter turns . . . Decided on more running for post-weights cardio. Was sweating feverishly during. During the rest periods I was hunched over, my heart pounding, feeling like I was going to be sick. The last minute I had to force myself to keep going, and barely made it to the rubbish bin afterwards to throw up (that's the third time in the last five weeks that this has happened, all times during/after running - either running is so intense that it 'upsets' my body now, or Sean could be right and my adrenals are so shot from all the stimulant abuse) . . .

Recovery: I feel fine after training re muscles.

Body Composition and Look: Got told that everything was coming along re leaning and definition - it was just my lower back that needed working on. No sh*t genius - I've been saying all along that my 'tyre' is my problem area and that's what needs to go! Get that gone and I might be close to satisfied with my figure.

September 2, 2010

Day 245: Being fat is NOT acceptable!

Training

Cardio - Rollers:
20 min in 39x16 @ 115 rpm

Gym - Full-Body (1 min recovery between exercises):
1. Crunches (hips at 90 degree flexion, legs fully extended, to touch toes) 1 x 40
2. Reverse Curl (on floor) 1 x 40
3. EZ-Bar Bicep Curls 1 x 40
4. Incline Dips 1 x 40
5. Lateral Raises 1 x 40
6. Supinated BB Bent Over Rows 1 x 40
7. Flat BB Bench Press 1 x 40
8. Single-Leg Deadlifts (with twist and lateral reach) 1 x 40 per leg
9. Bicycle 1 x 40 per side
10. Plank x 1 min

Post-Weights Cardio 20 min.

Posing Practice 10 min.

Stretch 20 min.

PM Cardio 20 min.



Comments

Mood/Aggression: NOT very happy with myself!

Mental Focus and Clarity: Study and work - no room for error with either.

Stress: HIGH!

Endurance: Good.

Strength: This session is NOT about strength.

Pump: Hard.

Vascularity: Got told that it's getting more noticeable in my chest.

Quality of Training: Rollers were great - forgot how 'light' I feel when I get off them, and how fast I can spin easily . . . Resistance session was interesting . . . Need to be leaner to get a better idea of how I look during posing practice . . .

Body Composition and Look: Feeling and looking disgustingly soft and holding far too much water from the last few days - I've been doing high carbohydrates: Lots of pasta and stuff. All the extra weight - even though it's only from food and water - is highly UNcomfortable, and such high daily weight fluctuations are NOT good for my body!

August 27, 2010

Day 239: "It's a fine line between determination and obsession"

Training

HIIT Cardio:
a. 4 min easy
b. 8 x 20 sec effort/10 sec easy
c. 8 x 60 sec effort/30 sec easy

Gym - Full-Body (1 min recovery between exercises):
1. Crunches (hips at 90 degree flexion, legs fully extended, to touch toes) 1 x 20
2. Reverse Curl (on floor) 1 x 20
3. EZ-Bar Bicep Curls 1 x 20
4. Push-Ups (feet on floor, hands on DB under chest) 1 x 20
5. Lateral Raises 1 x 20
6. Supinated BB Bent Over Rows 1 x 20
7. Flat BB Bench Press 1 x 20
8. Single-Leg Deadlifts (with twist and lateral reach) 1 x 20 per leg

Post-Weights Cardio 20 min.

Posing Practice 5 min.

Stretch 20 min.

Comments

Mood/Aggression: I'm fairly calm. Could be called a good mood, I guess . . .

Energy: Took some time to get there, but I got there.

Stimulant Effects: None.

Mental Focus and Clarity: There all day.

Metabolism: Pretty good.

Appetite: I have noticed that if I dose Alpha-T2 and Shred Matrix together (pm), if I eat, I can only eat HALF as much as what I would normally be able to shovel down, and definitely not be able to shovel what I can eat down fast at all . . . But, given the way my tummy is after everything I eat, today it's going to be peanut butter/oils (I get in at least 60g of good fats daily) and BC+EAA (I'm using 50-60g a day of this) . . .

Stress: I am trying not to let it bother me until next week - then it can start knocking again, but right now, I can't be bothered.

Endurance: Good.

Strength: Fine - not about strength though.

Pump: Hard and fast and not as painful as they have been lately.

Vascularity: Stronger.

Quality of Training: HIIT was good - feeling it in my hips (tight) . . . Resistance session was short and intense and definitely effective . . . My arms are still smarting a bit from resistance training and posing practice . . .

Body Composition and Look: Got told that the "V" in my hips is starting to pop . . .

Other Effects: Still thirsty as . . . And burning up . . .

Other Notes: Got some more NeoVar Recomped and Lipotrophin-PM yesterday, so back to using them from then . . . . "It's a fine line between determination and obsession." - Jasper, Unnatural History: The Warrior's Heart. A fitting quote from an episode with a fitting title. Definitely true, though. I'm more OBSESSION than determination . . .

August 25, 2010

Day 237: And the heat continues . . .

Training

HIIT Cardio:
a. 4 min easy
b. 8 x 20 sec effort/10 sec easy
c. 4 min easy

Gym - Arms (1 min recovery between alternate sets):
Alternate Set A -
1. Close-Grip Pull-Ups 4 x 12, 10, 8, 6
2. Weighted Dips 4 x 8
Alternate Set B -
3. EZ-Bar Bicep Curls 4 x 21s
4. Flat Close-Grip BB Bench Press 4 x 8
Alternate Set C -
5. DB Zottoman Curls 4 x 12
6. V-Bar Tricep Push-Downs 4 x 8

Post-Weights Cardio - Stepper:
20 min @ 8 floors/min

Posing Practice 5 min.

Stretch 22 min.


Comments

Sleep - Time and Quality: Broken sleep. Definitely far too overheated, even with the fan going, which didn't help. Woke red-eyed, with a dry throat, and thirsty as all hell . . .

Mood/Aggression: Fine, for the most part.

Energy: Stable.

Stimulant Effects: None.

Mental Focus and Clarity: There's no room for error when it comes to study - or work . . .

Metabolism: Good.

Appetite: Not really hungry, but either today or tomorrow needs to be my high calorie/carbohydrate day, and not looking too forward to forcing the food down . . .

Stress: A little less in some areas, and higher in others.

Libido: What has been the deal lately?! My body is ready to go ALL the time. I mean, seriously!

Endurance: Great.

Strength: Went a little heavier with some exercises - did a few less reps with some, and really struggled with the ones where I kept the reps the same.

Pump: Not as much as usual, but enough.

Vascularity: Could always be better.

Quality of Training: HIIT was an effort. Running these days really takes a LOT out of me. I need to do LONGER HIIT, but breathing was starting to become difficult, and my right lateral knee was aching badly - so I made up for it and did post-weights cardio . . . Resistance session was ok. Felt a bit weaker today. Had to sit down often between my sets to catch my breath, and my chest/lungs had intermittent sharp pains that made me bend over to recover from. Used a bit longer recovery period than this session last week, but I definitely needed it . . .

Recovery: Good.

Body Composition and Look: The definition and vascularity is starting to come out in my obliques and serratus anterior - although I still look a little soft and not lean enough (which I'm not) yet . . . Noticed during posing practice that my upper back/lats are a little wider than they were as well . . .

Other Effects: Just constantly thirsty - I'm drinking a litre every hour I'm awake! - and feeling like I'm sitting in a fire!

August 16, 2010

Day 229: Remodeling the Machine

Training

HIIT Cardio:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 4 x 20 sec effort/40 sec recovery
c. 4 min jogging

Gym - Shoulders (30 sec recovery between alternate sets):
Alternate Set A -
1. Behind-the-Neck BB Military Press 4 x 12, 10, 8, 6
2. DB Lateral Raises 4 x 12
Alternate Set B -
3. BB Military Press 4 x 12, 10, 8, 10
4. DB Bent Over Rear Raises 4 x 8
Alternate Set C -
5. DB Shoulder Press 4 x 8
6. Hanging Straight-Leg Raises (toes to touch bar) 4 x 8

Post-Weights Cardio - Stepper:
20 min @ 8 floors/min

Stretch 20 min.

PM Cardio 20 min.

Comments

Sleep - Time and Quality: Nearly a solid 12 hours!!!

Mood/Aggression: I feel slightly better knowing WHY I have been feeling the way I have - not so great knowing WHAT it is . . . I wonder if God is up there laughing at me?

Energy: It was an effort to get through training to be sure, but the energy is there - it's just about tapping into it and knowing I CAN do it!

Stimulant Effects: None.

Mental Focus and Clarity: My mind NEVER turns off - how's that?!

Metabolism: Interesting.

Appetite: The thought of eating is highly UNappealing right now, especially considering the unpleasant effects that occur after every time I eat, regardless of what or how much (or little) I eat . . . BC+EAA is probably the more important supplement I use right now, and it's going to become even MORE essential to my nutrition than ever from now on . . .

Stress: I am a highly stressed individual by nature, and need it to function properly, but there comes a time when the stress experienced becomes DETRIMENTAL to operations . . .

Libido: Some.

Endurance: Good.

Strength: Better than it was last week for this session.

Pump: Right anterior delt was PAINFUL - sometimes this even affects the session.

Vascularity: Better than it has been during resistance training . . .

Quality of Training: HIIT was even more maximum effort than usual - if that's even possible. I literally had to stop after every effort, that's how hard I was pushing myself, and it took the entire 40 seconds to recover between efforts. MORE efforts needed to be done, I know, but I made up for it in post-weights cardio . . . Resistance session was good. My face started getting flushed after the second alternate set - which is odd, considering usually all colour DRAINS from my face when I'm lifting . . . Post-Weights Cardio was an effort starting out, and my eyes were closed, feeling like I wanted to pass out. Halfway through, I opened my eyes and focused on the quote on the wall ahead of me: "You have to expect things of yourself before you can do them" (Michael Jordon), and from then on, I was pushing it, making my body work and sweat, finishing with my shirt literally drenched . . .

Recovery: Fully recovered after all that sleep!

Body Composition and Look: Searching deep for the positivity.

Other Effects: None.

Other Notes: Learnt a few more things about my body over the last two weeks - not all of it good (it happens when you abuse it too much)! Going to be making a few changes re nutrition and lifestyle to accommodate for it, and hopefully improve my health. It's time the Female Terminator was not only revolutionized, but REMODELED as well!

August 11, 2010

Day 224: Full-Body Assault!

Training

HIIT Cardio:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 8 x 20 sec effort/40 sec recovery
c. 4 min jogging

Gym - Full-Body (30 sec recovery between alternate sets):
Alternate Set A -
1. BB Good Mornings 4 x 12
2. Side-to-side Plyometric Bench Jumps 4 x 12 per side
Alternate Set B -
3. Supinated-Grip BB Bent Over Row 4 x 12
4. Push-Ups (feet on bench, hands on DB) 4 x 12
Alternate Set C -
5. BB Military Press 4 x 126. DB Lateral Raises 4 x 12
Alternate Set D -
7. DB Bicep Curls 4 x 12
8. V-Bar Tricep Push-Down 4 x 12
Alternate Set E -
9. Hanging Straight-Leg Raises 4 x 10
10. Rope Crunch 4 x 15

Post-Weights Cardio 45 min.

Stretch 20 min.


Comments

Mood/Aggression: Better once in the gym and training.

Energy: Endless momentum carrying me through the day.

Stimulant Effects: None.

Mental Focus and Clarity: I've been so focused today that it feels like time has barely gone by at all, and yet when I looked at the clock, it was mid-afternoon already!

Metabolism: Fine.

Appetite: Feel like I want to eat everything in sight, but I have to control myself. I will NOT let myself be beaten in the kitchen; I CANNOT!

Stress: Still higher than higher.

Libido: Great training sessions mean higher libido later on . . .

Endurance: Excellent. I DO need to work on my running endurance again, though, since it is KILLING me!

Strength: Considering that my resistance session wasn't about strength, it was ok for what it was.

Pump: Definitely.

Vascularity: The best it's been in a long time.

Quality of Training: HIIT took so much out of me each effort, that after the second effort, I literally stopped - more firsts for me, since I don't stop, no matter what - and waited out the 40-seconds, gasping and almost collapsed on the floor. All sprints were full speed and excellent re quality, only feeling my body slowing somewhat on the last effort . . . Resistance session was good. I was sweating buckets, and feeling the burn . . .

Recovery: Well, nothing hurts from yesterday, so that's a good sign.

Body Composition and Look: I mowed the lawns today, and that 50 minutes in the sun made me brown! Man, if I spent like an hour in the sun a day, I'd be as tanned and bronze as I was when I first came to the US, but I can't really sunbathe nude here like I did back home - wouldn't want to give the neighbours or passers by a heart attack, LOL.

Other Effects: Today is the first time in 2 weeks that I haven't felt nauseous, and not when training - which is great!

Other Notes: I get my bike tomorrow (SO looking forward to that)!


July 28, 2010

Day 210: When did I become such a Stim Junkie?!

Training

HIIT Cardio:

a. 4 min jogging

b. 8 x 20 sec effort/10 sec easy

c. 4 min jogging

Stretch 11 min.

Gym (45 sec recovery between sets):

1. Wide-Grip Lat Pull-Downs 5 x 8RM

2. Incline DB Bench Press 5 x 8-9RM

3. BB Romanian Deadlift (plates to floor) 5 x 8RM

4. Close-Grip BB Bicep Curls 5 x 8-9RM

5. Hanging Straight-Leg Raises 5 x 8-9

Post-Weights Cardio 20 min.

Stretch 14 min.

Comments

Sleep - Time and Quality: Sleep has not really been a happening thing lately.

Mood/Aggression: Calm and chilled (for the most part). All the aggression I had on FREE TEST is GONE.

Energy: It's there.

Stimulant Effects: Today was a huge stack of stims and NOTHING. Unless it's a hefty dose of stims, I no longer feel any 'stimulant effects', really. However, just because I don't feel 'stimulant effects' doesn't mean that the stims I'm using aren't working, because I know damn well that they ARE. When did I become such a stim junkie, dependent on stims just to be functional?!

Mental Focus and Clarity: There.

Stress: Been listening to soothing tunes, trying to 'still' myself and not let it bother me.

Libido: My body can't handle the demands my mind is making (sigh).

Endurance: Good.

Strength: The last few days I've decreased my energy intake. Yet my strength is maintaining or even better than last week, which shows definite improvement.

Pump: Not that much - then again, my weights and reps are not really 'pump' material. I used Anadraulic Pump today, though, so thought that perhaps I might feel SOMEthing more than I usually do for this session - and I usually get mad bicep pumps, but even that didn't happen. Interesting.

Vascularity: Got better as my resistance session continued.

Quality of Training: HIIT was ok; mid-to-lower back ached throughout it, hence the shorter session . . . Resistance session was pretty good. Performance is gradually progressing, which is all I can ask for . . .

Recovery: I need it, but not from TRAINING, LOL.

Notes: BC+EAA has been a lifesaver for me over the last week or so, especially with my hectic professional schedule, and dosing them immediately post-training has also helped a great deal with my recovery.

July 24, 2010

Day 205: The best gym session yet!

Training

Gym (30 sec recovery between sets):

1. BB Front Squats 5 x 5RM

2. Flat Close-Grip BB Bench Press 5 x 5RM

3. Close-Grip Supinated Reverse Rack Pulls (feet on bench) 5 x 5RM

4. BB Push Press 5 x 5RM

Stretch 20 min.

Comments

Sleep - Time and Quality: After having semi-settled into a compromise re sleep, it went off kilter and I didn't fall asleep until close to 0800 this morning, waking at 1310 . . .

Mood/Aggression: Took my aggression out on the iron before work, leaving me in a calmer state, but the aggression seething beneath the surface, waiting to boil . . .

Energy: I have been a non-stop energizer bunny since I woke up!

Mental Focus and Clarity: Precision.

Libido: Oh, I've thought about it!

Endurance: Good.

Strength: New 5RMs all around - definitely a high re strength, and the best session of this one over the last 7 weeks.

Pump: Not much of one, which is not weird, considering I did NO cardio pre-weights, or even post-weights.

Vascularity: Very noticeable.

Quality of Training: Resistance session was like WOW today. I was pushing out the reps like the weight was nothing and increases were made all around. I couldn't believe the ease at which I was lifting some of the weight, especially since the last two weeks I have been struggling with lesser weights on some exercises. I must say, though, that training after about an hour of getting up, and having dosed ALL my 'first thing' and 'pre-training' supplements within a 10-minute period (like I used to do) makes a world of difference - and this is what I need to do from now on!

Recovery: I still feel great. No DOMS whatsoever from this week so far.

July 21, 2010

Day 202

Training

HIIT Cardio:
a. 4 min easy
b. 8 x 20 sec effort/10 sec easy
c. 4 min easy
d. 8 x 20 sec effort/10 sec easy
e. 4 min easy

Gym (45 sec recovery between sets):
1. Wide-Grip Lat Pull-Downs 5 x 8RM
2. Incline DB Bench Press 5 x 9RM
3. BB Romanian Deadlift (plates to floor) 5 x 9RM
4. Close-Grip BB Bicep Curls 5 x 8RM
5. Hanging Straight-Leg Raises 5 x 8

Stretch 20 min.


Comments

Mood/Aggression: I've been told - 'nicely - that my mood is better when I've either been getting some or after binging (until the crash of the binge).

Energy: It's there, oushing through because it has to, and because, well . . .

Mental Focus and Clarity: Top of the day to you, dodger (tips hat).

Libido: Enough is never enough!

Endurance: Definitely a huge difference on 6 caps of Drive daily, compared to 4 caps.

Strength: Everything seemed easier this week than it did last week, and I have a new 1RM on Incline DB Bench Press.

Pump: Strong.

Vascularity: Strong.

Quality of Training: HIIT was great - I actually do FAR BETTER when ALL my cardio is HIGH intensity, and I can do HIIT every day (although, not running; I have to have a day between RUNNING HIIT, but I can do other mode HIIT on those days) . . . Resistance training was awesome. Felt good . . .

Recovery: No aches and pains today.

Other Notes: I will be using Anadraulic Pump with my training next week . . .