EVOLUTION OF A PURPOSE DRIVEN WARRIOR: feminine

September 24, 2010

Day 266: Breaching the Second Circle of Hell

Training

HIIT Cardio:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 12 x 30 sec effort/30 sec recovery
c. 4 min jogging

Gym - Shoulders/Arms/Abs (1 min recovery between trisets):
Triset A -
1. BB Military Press 4 x 15
2. DB Lateral Raises 4 x 15
3. Bent Over DB Rear Raises 4 x 15
Triset B -
4. V-Bar Tricep Push-Downs 4 x 15
5. DB Concentration Curls 4 x 15 per side
6. Alternate DB Hammer Curls 4 x 15 per side
Triset C -
7. Rope Crunch 4 x 15
8. Reverse Curls (on bench) 4 x 15
9. Plank 4 x 1 min

Post-Weights Cardio - Stepper:
20 min @ 10 floors/min

Posing/T-Walk Practice 15 min.

Stretch 21 min.

PM Posing Practice 10 min.

Comments

Sleep - Time and Quality: Getting ~5 hours sleep.

Mood/Aggression: When I got home from my night work yesterday I was so pissed off, wanting to seriously beat and fcuk something over so that it was unrecognizable. Today I am trying to keep my temper leashed.

Energy: The Energizer Bunny is back!

Mental Focus and Clarity: On the mark.

Metabolism: Good!

Stress: My left wisdom tooth came up this morning - indicates that my stress levels are starting to get a little UNmanageable right now and I need to get them down FAST!

Endurance: Great.

Strength: This has really dropped over the last week and right now I'm lifting "like a girl", feeling completely pathetic, even though my body is screaming at me!

Pump: Wasn't really until Triset B that the pump came in today, but when it did, it did, and it was painful and beautiful!

Vascularity: Came in best with the pump.

Quality of Training: HIIT was a little slow re efforts, even though they were still as fast as I could make them . . . Resistance session was nearly an hour today, but Triset B made it worthwhile . . . Getting better re posing, but need to adjust my attitude for the T-Walk, since when I'm pissed it changes everything . . .

Recovery: Fine.

Body Composition and Look: I definitely look better golden . . . Really noticing how lean my chest is. Arms and delts continue to look better by the day. Midsection is starting to tighten up a little, but I still see the tyre there and hate what I see. Lower body is still too bulky. The fat IS going, but I'm far from pleased with what I see - that's my own fault, and measures are going to be taken to ensure SATISFACTION and ACCEPTANCE of my body!

Other Effects: Thirsty as all hell - the extra training volume most likely the cause.

Other Notes: Started on my third consecutive bottle of Alpha-T2 yesterday . . . On a completely random note - something odd, that once again is an indicator of how different I am - the leaner I get, the more feminine I feel, and the more likely I am to be inclined to have moods where I want to get dressed up or wear something other than a tank/t-shirt and shorts/jeans, or don't mind wearing make-up (I have to for night work and usually hate it!), and want to feel like a woman. Interesting . . . Back on topic: Tomorrow I am going to try my posing suit on for the first time ever - which yes, I am looking forward to a little; I just hope that it FITS! . . .

Favourite Quotes

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." - Philippians 4:13

"TRUST in HIM, who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think." - Ephesians 3:20

"Look back and thank God. Look forward and trust God. Look within and find God! God closes doors no man can open and God opens doors no man can close!" - Unknown

"'For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.'" - Jeremiah 29:11-13

"Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. IMPOSSIBLE is nothing. How are you going to live your life?" - U.S. Army

"I succeed because I am willing to do the things you are not. I will fight against the odds. I will sacrifice. I am not shacked by fear, insecurity or doubt. I feel those emotions but I drink them in and swallow them away to the blackness of hell. I am motivated by accomplishment, not pride. Pride consumes the weak and kills their heart from inside. If I fall... I will get up. If I am beaten... I will return. I will never give up... EVER." - Nike

"The biggest risk in life is to risk nothing at all." - Anonymous

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that frightens us. Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn’t serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. As we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give others permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence actually liberates others." - Marianne Williamson

"It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; because there is not effort without error and shortcomings; but who does actually strive to do the deed; who knows the great enthusiasm, the great devotion, who spends himself in a worthy cause, who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement and who at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly. So that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat." - Theodore Roosevelt

"It’s not about what you’ve got; it’s about what you DO with what you’ve got.” – Andie West, Step Up 2: The Streets

"To give anything less than your best is to sacrifice the gift." – Steve Prefontaine

"Never, never, never, never give up." - Winston Churchill

"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place, and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit. It's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward; how much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done! Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!...until you start believing in yourself, you ain't gonna have a life...Cause if you're willing to go through all the battling you got to go through to get where you want to get, who's got the right to stop you? I mean maybe some of you guys got something you never finished, something you really want to do, something you never said to someone, something...and you're told no, even after you paid your dues? Who's got the right to tell you that, who? Nobody! It's your right to listen to your gut, it ain't nobody's right to say no after you earned the right to be where you want to be and do what you want to do!...You know, the older I get the more things I gotta leave behind, that's life. The only thing I'm asking you guys to leave on the table...is what's right." - Rocky Balboa

"Strength does not come from winning. Your struggles develop your strengths. When you go through hardships and decide not to surrender, that is strength." - Arnold Schwarzenegger

"Nothing in the world is permanent and we are foolish when we ask anything to last, but surely we are still more foolish not to take delight in it while we have it." – William Somerset Maughan

"There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout: This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision. When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%, good and bad - you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you." - Stacey Charter

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