Showing posts with label G8. Show all posts
Showing posts with label G8. Show all posts

April 6, 2012

2012 | Day 97: Driven by My Demons to Just Do It!


MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE OF THE DAY

"But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed." - Isaiah 53:5

For the complete Motivational, review Isaiah 53:5 | WPM Women.

TRAINING

Skip x 300 revolutions

Back/Chest (30 sec recovery between trisets):
TriSet A -
1. Single-Arm Bent Over DB Rows 6 x 10, 10, 8, 8, 6, 6 per side
2. Push-Ups (feet on floor, hands on fists) 6 x 10, 10, 8, 8, 8, 8
3. Skip 6 x 100 revolutions
TriSet B -
4. Supinated Bent Over BB Rows 4 x 6
5. Incline BB Bench Press 4 x 6
6. Skip 4 x 100 revolutions
TriSet C -
7. Neutral Grip Seated Row (each hand with individual handle) 6 x 12
8. Cable CrossOvers 6 x 12
9. Skip 6 x 100 revolutions

Post-Weights Cardio:
Elliptical [HIIT] 20 min - 8 x 20 sec effort/10 sec easy at 4:00-8:00

Stretch 20 min

Did not go to sleep until ~0330 this morning, waking at 0430 and again at 0545, finally able to rouse myself from slumber at 1139, making for ~9 hours sleep. The all-over-the-place sleeping hours have my body not knowing what it's doing, and it needs to be UNconfused ASAP! Anyways, training was determined for the early evening, and headed into the gym at ~1800 - left wrist strapped this time! Started off with skipping - less volume here than I have been doing, simply because my RIGHT wrist was doing all the work, my left almost stationary (or as stationary as I could have it) because of the pain it was in. Where most would have stopped then and there, I just headed into my weights, driven by my demons to just do it, no matter WHAT my body was feeling! Stubbornly refusing to lower my weight from last week to allow for my left wrist on Single-Arm Bent Over DB Rows, I used the same one - no worries with my right side (which I started with) and I did two more reps than last week on the first couple of sets, but my left wrist was in such agony on almost every rep, especially after the sixth on the first two sets, that I wanted to throw the weight down in frustration and just swear profusely. Third and fourth sets were not much better, and by the time I was on my last two sets the pain was so bad, that I had to pause for a few seconds after every 2-3 reps when doing my left to even be able to LIFT the weight to complete the rep (NOT ideal, I know, but I wasn't going to let it beat me)! The vascularity and definition ALMOST "made up" for the pain. Push-Ups I did on the floor on my fists, since that's the LEAST painful way of doing them for my left wrist (so yes, ONE allowance for it). Skipping was a little awkward, especially with the pain. One more concession made for my left wrist - I lowered the weight for my Supinated BB Bent Over Rows by five pounds, struggling but doggedly determined to do them regardless, vascularity and definition profound during them (the best I've ever seen it, to be honest, which was great). Same weight as last week for Incline BB Bench Press, favouring my left wrist and barely managing the six reps each set, especially on the last one. Light-headed and dizzy after each skipping set for TriSet B, likely caused by the pain in my left wrist, but also because I wasn't drinking a lot either. Really enjoying doing Neutral Grip Seated Row - I actually used 15 pounds more than last week on the first set, and 10 pounds more on the last three sets. Cable CrossOvers saw a few smiles - thanks to Joe, who was trying to make me laugh - in between the grimaces and sheen of sweat glistening on my bare skin. Skipping was a little more frazzled during TriSet C, and I did TWO more sets of this triset than I did last week...The Recline Bike was in use when I finished resistance training, so I decided to try doing double-unders re skipping. Didn't do very well at all and by the time I finished - all three minutes of frustration, LOL - my arms were covered in red welts, looking like someone had taken a whip to me, stinging to boot and only causing more growls of frustration. Wanting to be gone from the gym by then, just went back to the hotel and climbed onto the Elliptical. Since I didn't do a HIIT Run PRE-weights (going for a run at any time of day NOT the very early hours of morning or very late hours of night for me would be foolish), I decided to make it a HIIT session, albeit on the lower side re efforts. My knees were fine up until the 15-minute mark, when the anterior superiolateral aspect of my right knee started to bite sharply, my left knee joining in the biting with two minutes to go...Relieved when 20 minutes came around, I went and sat in the sauna for 25 minutes, almost falling asleep I felt that exhausted...

OTHER NOTES

Body Composition

8.9% bodyfat - the smallest DEcrease, by 0.1% bodyfat over the last five days, which is interesting considering my training volume has been drastically reduced this week and my eating habits, although not ~10,000 calories a day as they were a couple of weeks ago, still very high....I've gained two pounds from last week, and with the decrease in body composition indicates a 1.9 pound increase in lean mass (with a 0.1 pound increase in bodyfat). Lean mass has been gained in my ARMS, since skinfolds have DEcreased in this area concurrent with an INcrease in girths, and, most surprising of all, my arms relaxed are the SAME re girths, and flexed, my right is the highest it has ever been, which is very positive...This last week aside, since I did not decide to allow it to be an "easy"/"deload" week until it started, I am giving myself two weeks to reach and /or get under 8% bodyfat. It HAS to happen, PERIOD!!!

Supplements

It's been a week since I stopped using G8 - enough to see what (if any) differences were noticed in my sleeping patterns and other things like appetite, etc. this week. It's been interesting to say the least and I'll have my final comments on it up in the next few days...Tomorrow I finish my second consecutive bottle of Erase PRO, starting my third on Sunday...Already missing my Recompadrol...Although not a "supplement" per se, I believe that NO Infuse (I apply five sprays to each delt/upper arm ~30 min pre-training and again immediately post-training) has been helping with my recovery, as well as muscle gains in my delts and arms over the last 13 weeks...

Supplementary Notes

Appetite has remained elevated this week, and despite my intentions, my excessive caloric consumption has continued, making it THREE weeks with an intake on average of 6,500-6,800 calories a day! On top of that, I haven't been following the Lean Gains 16-hour fast/8-hour feeding window at all and I sure as hell notice the difference it makes to the way I FEEL (not to mention how I look)! DEFINITELY not just going to "try" or "make an effort" in being "good" in this area from now on - it will be MILITARY DISCIPLINE, like I am with my TRAINING, period!!!...Sleep has NOT returned to "normal" this week, my sleeping patterns even MORE INconsistent than they were when I was using G8, which is interesting...Mood has been up and down all week, a little disturbing in the calm times, especially given WHEN I've been feeling calm, but at least now I know WHY they have been thus...Libido has been relatively high...Joints have been TERRIBLE, although knees not as bad as last week, which is a relief (in saying that, I haven't been doing the same volume - nor running as much, with only a single running session instead of 3-6 - as I normally would re training). The last few days my left wrist has been aching deep, and I've actually had to strap it up to deal with it, and during training, it has felt like I've fractured it all over again, which hasn't been pleasant and caused me to be a little more careful (some) with it, and I am hoping that the pain dies down in the coming days...

The week is not yet over, but the last week has been a rollercoaster in every way possible. The next week is going to be spent working on getting my sleeping patterns back to normal, training back at Maintenance, and focusing on just getting what needs to be done DONE!

April 1, 2012

2012 | Day 92: Being strong, holding on...I won't give up that easily...


MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE OF THE DAY

"I am one, but I am one. I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And I will not let what I cannot do interfere with what I can do." - Edward Everett Hale

For the complete Motivational, review I AM ONE | WPM Women.

TRAINING

Elliptical 20 min

Stretch 20 min

New hotel, new Fitness Room, so very different to the one before. But, before that...Last night I was not able to sleep. Ended up going down to the pool, alternating between hot and cold, the spa and the pool, trying to relax my mind (and it was good for my body). The coolness of the pool was welcome after the heat of the spa, being under the water so very calming. I help myself under the water as long as I could, pushing it (as I do with everything), coming to the surface only when I was at the point of opening my mouth to breathe, before going back under. Almost silence beneath the water, the only sound (or feeling rather), the beating of my heart, becoming more urgent as I forced myself to stay under longer and longer, wanting to STAY there in the stillness, even as I knew that even if I stopped, Life would continue on. Anyways, the hot/cold helped my legs, and my knees have been fine today...When I eventually drifted off, sleep was disruptive and disturbing, and even on waking several times, I just went back to bed and wanted to stay there...Right, the Fitness Room. Did 20 minutes on the Elliptical (since it was all they had - that and a treadmill, and I will NOT use a treadmill). "Stumbled" after ~8 minutes and "fell" against the moving handles (no, I don't hold them, but have my arms at my sides, almost as if I was running), hitting the left lateral tip of my collarbone against it, so just another hurt to add to all the pain, LOL. My right knee was fine with the Elliptical, which was interesting, because usually they hurt my knees in general, because of their pattern of movement. So, from now on, all pm cardio sessions will be done running - distance anywhere from 3-7 miles, knowing me, likely to be seven...

OTHER NOTES

Body Composition

9% bodyfat - another 0.5% bodyfat INcrease from last week (0.1% gain for each "bad" day of eating). Despite my best INTENTIONS of NEVER wanting another week like last week re nutrition, although not as BAD as last week, this week was still NOT good - although my training was MORE intense than last week, which IS a good thing. Definitely feeling (and seeing) the change from the 8% bodyfat I was two weeks ago - believe me, 1% bodyfat can look so very different when you get to this level, and to the individual, it can feel like you've gained a HOUSE...I've gained a little more muscle mass in my shoulders, and my upper body has actually started looking LEANER despite the INcrease in body composition, so that is a small comfort...Vascularity (like last week) has also been getting better and better - definitely my elevated body temperature and high carbohydrate intake playing roles there...I have two weeks to get UNDER 8% bodyfat (because I WANT to be that lean, for those who always ask why I want to go so low), and there IS hope yet, because I KNOW that I CAN do it in the timeframe I have - I have done it in the past (twice!), and I WILL do it again (and being a higher body composition should make it "easier" to get leaner again)! I MUST!

Supplements

I continued using G8 this week - stopping it though on Saturday, because aside from the changes in sleeping patterns and my nutrition, this is the ONLY thing that has changed over the last two weeks - which could give rise to the thought that it might possibly be the "cause" of those changes, but is only speculation. Either way, I have chosen to stop using it...I also used the last of my Recompadrol yesterday and will have no more of that until the end of April (when more will be available)...

Supplementary Notes

Appetite has continued to be HIGH-HIGH this week, and no, I was not as disciplined as I SHOULD have been (even though inside my head I was screaming at myself "WTF ARE YOU DOING?!", hating myself for every second of it!), but it has helped in the gain of a little lean muscle, so looking on the "bright" side, was "worth" it...Sleep has continued to be disrupted, moreso the latter half of the week, but sleeping periods have "calmed" down from the ridiculous 12-13 hours of last week to a more "normal" 4-5 hours (with the exception of last night - where I allowed myself to just go back to sleep after waking up after ~5 hours, wanting to stay in bed and not particularly want to get up)...Body temperature has continued to be elevated this week, and every day I've been so hot (no beanies worn during training this week, LOL). That said, I've suddenly got surprisingly cold, almost shivering at one point in the afternoon to evening almost EVERY day, which is a little unusual... Joints have gradually gotten worse. Both my right AND left shoulder/biceps' tendons have been an almost constant ache on waking, during training, and throughout the day, even attempting sleep, the pain growing to become a sharp, stinging bite that does not leave, so I am going to have to watch them closely, because I do NOT want to be "put out" again! Right knee has been in pain, swollen and tight for the most part, but being pushed to see what it will take. Left wrist requires a little watching, since there has been a deep pain in the scaphoid region during a few exercises...

April MuscleBombshell Contest

Thank you to everyone who supported me in this contest. It was eventually stopped at the discretion of the person running it, but I WILL be the Cover Model for July (yes, YOU know why I picked that month).

Rosie Chee Fitness Newsletter April Edition

This will be up later today.

So much for "no more falling behind". Although I'm left at the end the week feeling so completely emotionally exhausted and mentally mashed-to-pieces, this week has been a definite learning curve, the starting point of several surprised and exciting projects. Yes, my "time out" for myself is now over, and it has certainly been interesting - much needed and very valuable, and I come out of it knowing my strength and my direction. Life still continues to throw me curveballs, but I know what I will allow and what I will no longer tolerate - that, with a light heart cast in shadow and God by my side, I can and WILL face ANYthing!

March 29, 2012

2012 | Day 89: Bullying My Body To Betterment


MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE OF THE DAY

"Everything you do makes a difference. Create a positive ripple in the world around you today and enjoy the magic that happens to all those whose paths you cross today." - Brenda Rahe

For the complete Motivational, review Create Your Own "Magic" | WPM Women.

TRAINING

Session 1

Skip x 1,500 revolutions

Back/Chest (30 sec recovery between trisets):
TriSet A -
1. Single-Arm Bent Over DB Rows 6 x 8 per side
2. Push-Ups (feet on bench, hands on DB) 6 x 8
3. Skip 6 x 100 revolutions
TriSet B -
4. Supinated Bent Over BB Rows 4 x 6
5. Incline BB Bench Press 4 x 8
6. Skip 4 x 100 revolutions
TriSet C -
7. Neutral Grip Seated Row (each hand with individual handle) 4 x 12
8. Cable CrossOvers 4 x 12
9. Skip 4 x 100 revolutions

Post-Weights Cardio:
Recline Bike 20 min @ 102-104 rpm

Stretch 29 min

Session 2

Run 7 miles @ 4.67 min/mile pace

Stretch 10 min

Was pretty knackered last night, forcing myself to stay awake, dosing G8 at 2222, falling asleep not long afterwards. Slept solidly for ~5 hours, waking on time. This is so much better, 4-5 hours' sleep "perfect" for me. My head wasn't throbbing as badly this morning, but it still took having my "first thing" supplement doses and cup of green tea before I felt fully awake. To note, my RIGHT shoulder/biceps tendon ached from the moment I woke (did before I went to sleep as well - as did my left, but that was not as prominent on waking)...Headed to the gym truly READY, determined to make it a session to remember. Started out skipping - 1,500 revolutions at a steady pace (just to give you an idea re time, it took 10 minutes). Left knee was also an issue today, for the second half of this, right knee a constant, tight pain...Then onto the weights. I am loving the trisets; my BODY is loving the trisets - it does so MUCH BETTER overall with higher intensity, more volume, and shorter recovery periods! Used the weight I ended on last week for the Single-Arm DB Bent Over Rows and was fine until the last set (I decided to up it from last week and do six sets instead of only five), where the last 2-3 reps on each side were slower than the slow tempo I was ALREADY using. Vascularity was excellent and DRY during these - seriously, THIS is what I want ALL the time! Push-Ups I made sure to use a slow tempo with as well, going beyond 90 degrees re elbow flexion. Skipping was hard and fast. No beanie today, but I had my hair in a simple high ponytail, and believe me when I say having it "down" makes a huge difference - I may as well HAVE been wearing a beanie, that's how warm I was (wearing trackies probably didn't help either LOL); the sweat and effort was visible and I had to keep wiping my face with my towel. Increased the weight re Supinated BB Bent Over Rows by 50% - only able to do half the amount of reps as I did last week, which was fine. Did not increase weight on the Incline BB Bench Press (as I was going to), but it was fine after the increase in weight re Supinated BB Bent Over Rows. Had to "shake" myself a few times after my skipping between these trisets, as I got quite light-headed and dizzy. Didn't do as I did last week for the last few trisets, choosing instead to triset Neutral Grip Seated Row with Cable CrossOvers and skipping. Used the weight that I did in my Full-Body session last week re Neutral Grip Seated Row and was able to do more reps, which was positive. Found a "middle ground" re Cable CrossOvers from the different weights I used in this session last week, doing four sets of 12 reps. Left knee stopped bothering me when it came to the skipping to finish off each triset here, although right was still an issue...Regardless, smiling, finished off my morning training with 20 minutes on the Recline Bike, at a pace that my right knee was not going to become worse at...After a discovery that left me not sure whether to smile or cry, I waited for an hour before setting out on my run. For some reason I didn't notice the pain in my knees - almost didn't even really notice my legs moving, but just kept going steadily. I DID feel my pace slow when I started the gradual incline return journey, but ended up with a surprising overall average pace. Right knee quite swollen and painful once I stopped though (as well as left shoulder/biceps tendon reminding me sharply that it was not happy either), so stretched my legs a little, focusing on it to help some...BOTH shoulders have had a biting, aching pain in them all day. Right knee has been tight and painful all day. But I'm NOT going to let that stop me from doing what I need to. After all, if I am going to get better, then I HAVE to do not JUST what I want to, but what I MUST!!!

March 27, 2012

2012 | Day 87: My Obsession


MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE OF THE DAY

"4 simple words, DO THINGS WITH PURPOSE..." - Joey Swoll

For the complete Motivational, review WITH PURPOSE | WPM Women.

TRAINING

Day OFF

Yes, not like me to take a day off at the START of the week. That said, my right knee just kept on bugging me all night (and morning). As did the pain in both shoulders, growing through the morning (and yes, little sleep had). Took G8 at 0310 though, since I WANTED to sleep - did not get to sleep until just after 0400, but slept for a respectable five hours. Woke feeling like someone was trying to drill a hole in my head - something that has happened EVERY time I have used G8 (not just the times I have slept for hours, since a couple of times I have NOT slept), so there might be something there causing it...Anyways, not training has given me some time out and mental energy to make today highly productive...Looking forward to tomorrow though and getting back to training...David, you call me "a "driver", but I am DRIVEN: By something so very deep inside; something that refuses to die or give up or let go, and I cannot - I WILL not - ever stop doing all I can while I still have life left in me to do it!...

March 25, 2012

2012 | Day 85: ...need the danger...need the pain...mustn't fall behind...


MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE OF THE DAY

"Life is a journey, not a destination." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

For the complete Motivational, review Life is a JOURNEY | WPM Women.

TRAINING

Day OFF

After the beating (not that I didn't ENJOY giving it!) my body has taken this week (particularly the screwed up schedule), I am glad to have today off from training. As it is, I have to take a client through a session later on this evening, so I'm still going to be doing SOMEthing. Anyways, today is the other end of my 1.5 days awake, and even though I actually took half a scoop of G8 and got INTO bed at 0304, come 0420 I was still wide awake, so I just got back up and continued on with some client portfolios. Feeling it a little now, the beginnings of a migraine dawning, but I'll soldier on through, hopefully with a nap sometime today and the ability to sleep tonight - to get up at 0330 tomorrow morning!

OTHER NOTES

Body Composition

8.5% bodyfat - disgusting INcrease by 0.5% bodyfat from last week (0.1% for each "bad" day of eating), ARGH! Believe me, I can definitely see AND feel (so VERY Uncomfortable and HATING every second of it!) it too, GRRR! That said there IS positive news in there: Although I gained bodyfat, I gained at a HIGHER rate re lean mass, adding 1.9 pounds of lean mass and 0.7 pounds of bodyfat, for a ratio of 2.6:1 re lean mass to bodyfat. The lean gains are noticeable in my shoulders and arms - especially given that they have been appearing more and more defined (and ARE bigger re girths) as the week continued, whilst increased bodyfat is noticeable in my "tyre" (sigh)...Vascularity has been getting noticeably better as the week has gone on as well (diet no doubt playing a role here, since my carbohydrate consumption has been through the roof - 2-3 times what my "usual" is!)...There can be NO more weeks like this one though, no more steps BACKWARDS, as I do NOT have the time to afford it! This coming week I had better LOSE that 0.5% bodyfat - or ELSE!

Supplements

This week has not been the best as far as waking and sleeping, so supplement dosage timing has been all over the place, adapting for the day on what time I get up, whether or not it’s an all-nighter or not, etc., since I have done an all-nighter one day then slept for 12-13 hours the next, and so on. The ONLY thing has been different is the inclusion of G8 - started on Monday. Taste is terrible. But, was out like a light within ~20 minutes of dosing it each time I used it, sleeping for 12-13 hours, almost UNinterrupted each time. Woke feeling like crap the "next" day though, my head pounding like it was going to explode (could be from going so long without water), and really struggling to force myself to GET up. I am going to use G8 for another week before I decide to continue or stop - the deep and restful sleep aside, if it IS indeed the G8 that has disrupted my schedule so badly, then I WILL stop it, because I would rather have my not-so-great sleep and schedule on track and making progress, than sleeping awesome and having my entire body out of whack and going backwards!

Supplementary Notes

Appetite has been EXTREMELY HIGH this week, particularly from Friday LAST week, and I have not seemed to be able to STOP eating (or want to, even though I feel so UNcomfortable and hate myself after every meal)! Has been interesting considering there were no changes last week aside from adding in AAv2 (and I had no issues up to Friday), and this week, the only difference this week has been adding in G8 (which should not affect anything, and has only served in giving my body sleep, albeit screwing up all my sleeping patterns from even what they WERE)...My body has been like a FURNACE, and if it continues like this, the air conditioning in my suite is going to find a new home in the 40s (Fahrenheit)...Energy has been relatively high when finally "awake" and training has been going exceptionally well (despite being done late at night, finishing around midnight)...Joints have not been so great. Left wrist has been in agony during quite a few exercises, the pain as deep some days as when I fractured it. My knees have been suffering, particularly my right one, and by the end of the week I've been limping around. My LEFT shoulder/biceps' tendon has been experiencing sharp pain on and off...Stress has been high and it's not been the best of weeks (despite the moments of light throughout it)...

April MuscleBombshell.com Contest

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FitnessX Magazine

On Friday I received the awesome news that I am now the new Sports Columnist for FitnessX Magazine! Very Stoked - thank you, Kat FitnessX Magazine is published bi-monthly, the next issue coming out re May/June, so I am excited for it! The column will focus specifically on "Training for a Marathon", allowing me to share a different area of my training knowledge and experience, and provide me opportunity to continue building more of a platform to help in gaining exposure within the fitness industry and reach out to more people.

Lyle MacDonald's Rapid Fat Loss Crash Diet

Despite my intention to continue with my adaptation of Lyle's "diet", this week has been another like the one not so long ago, with every other day actually well ABOVE even my "normal" caloric intake (by ~1,500 calories a day re daily average over the entire week), for some reason my body RAVENOUS and CRAVING food, especially carbohydrates in ANY form, like starving is going to become the new "norm" (my sleeping and waking patterns not helping either, no doubt - although I have been like this since last Friday).

To recap the last four weeks of "attempting" Lyle's "diet":
Week 1 - training good (started skip trisets this week re 2 days, 3 days re pm cardio); one "bad" day (re Lyle and Lean Gains); no AnaBeta this week; lost 0.6% bodyfat (9.1% to 8.5%).
Week 2 - training good (albeit "backwards" and messed up, skip trisets 3 days, 4 days re pm cardio); four "bad" days (re Lyle and Lean Gains); started AAv2 on Monday and back on AnaBeta, ran out of Erase on Thursday; lost 0.2% bodyfat (8.5% to 8.3%).
Week 3 - training good (skip trisets 3 days, 4 days re pm cardio); two "bad" days (re Lyle and one re Lean Gains); started Erase again on Tuesday; lost 0.3% bodyfat (8.3% to 8%).
Week 4 - training good (skip 4 days, 3 days re pm cardio); five "bad" days (re Lyle and Lean Gains); started G8 on Monday; one day all-nighter and next 12-13 hours re sleep all week; gained 0.5% bodyfat (8% to 8.5%).

The notes above definitely indicate that yes, it IS easier to lose bodyfat at "higher" body compositions. But, it also indicates that as I get leaner NUTRITION definitely has a role in my progress. This last week has been the worst in a long time and by no means anything close to "normal", and it shows. That all said, the week I felt the BEST was actually Week 1 - despite the fact that I felt drained by ~1000 every day. So, ONE "bad" nutrition day only allowed for me from now on - at the END of my "training week", the day BEFORE my weekly scheduled day OFF ALL training. That's how it's got to be, nothing for it. I must NOT let another week like this one happen EVER again!

So, whilst my "experiment" - if you can call it that, given that I didn't really stick to it at all! - with Lyle's "diet" was a complete failure as far as me actually staying on track with it, I HAVE learnt from the last four weeks the role that nutrition plays in my progress (not to mention, confirming more than ever how certain things make me feel afterwards) and certainly what I PREFER it to be, especially as far as the Lean Gains 16-hour fast/8-hour feeding window nutritional protocol being the "best" for MY body...Sooo...Going to make sure from now on I GET IT RIGHT!!! ALL the time!!! About time...

This week has been very draining (yes, despite all the sleep I've had - which, in all truth, 12-13 hours is far TOO MUCH for me, given that my "optimal" sleeping period is 4-5 hours for "best" function!), more mental than anything else. Ironically, the things you wish most you could just take an eraser and wipe away are the things that take the LONGEST time to "sort" out and UNuncomplicate. On top of that, I feel like I am being pulled in so many different directions right now, pressure from all sides to do this or that, and I really need to STOP thinking about what everyone ELSE wants and focus on what is going to be best for ME (yes, I said it - it's time for me to start considering and taking care of ME instead of everyone else for a change, and I know I've said this in the past, but I've never really done it until NOW). I am DEFINITELY ready for a break NOW, but I WILL hang in there and fight through, because that’s what I do! One more week left to finalize any decisions I have to make, and then it's full steam ahead from there, NO looking back! In the meantime, come at me next week - let's see what you've got! I'm MORE than READY now - you ain't taking me down! Embrace the danger. Embrace the pain. There won't be any more "falling behind" from this Warrior!

March 24, 2012

2012 | Day 84: Break Me Down


MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE OF THE DAY

"Walk your path one step at a time – with courage, faith, and determination. Keep your head up and cast your dreams to the stars. Soon your steps will become firm, and your footing will be solid again. A path that you never imagined will become the most comfortable direction you could have ever hoped to follow.

"Keep your belief in yourself and walk into your new journey. You will find it magnificent, spectacular, and beyond your wildest imaginings." - Vicki Silvers

TRAINING

Recline Bike 20 min @ 112 rpm

Stretch 30 min

Took half a scoop of G8 at 0432 and went to bed 10 minutes later. Asleep by 0500. Woke on the hour every hour from 1000-1300, and, feeling completely shattered, went back to bed at 1310, finally waking at 1510 (woken by a text). As with every other day this week I have slept, took a real EFFORT to NOT just lie back down and go back to sleep, getting up to start my "day"...Waited a couple of hours before doing cardio - decided to do the Recline Bike and leave my run until later (when it's dark and likely to be deserted out - I like it better that way). Right knee was really bad and every spin felt like someone was stabbing me with a very sharp knife in the superiomedial aspect of it. Regardless, I didn't want it to be a "slow" session and gritted my teeth, forcing my legs to spin. Right knee was NOT very happy afterwards, although relieved to be done, throbbing with both pain and heat...Stretching did little to "ease" anything today. Although my mind screams protest against the idea because this week has been so terrible with everything BUT training, I quickly made the SMART decision NOT to do a second cardio session and give my knees a chance to recuperate a little...

March 23, 2012

2012 | Day 83: I'm standing on the outside...looking in...


MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE OF THE DAY

"Even the strongest looking men and women fall sometimes!...Reality hits, we have to look deep inside and face realities and truths that are hard to swallow...you begin to find yourself, your purpose on this earth and it is most likely going to get harder before you break through. But when that shift happens the sheer strength in freedom, peace, and serenity is breath taking...Thank you God for sending me to that place so I can see the beauty in this one!" - Ben Booker

For the complete Motivational, review We All Fall | WPM Women.

TRAINING

Thursday

CrossTrainer 10 min

Back/Chest (30 sec recovery between trisets):
TriSet A -
1. Single-Arm Bent Over DB Rows 5 x 12, 12, 8, 8, 8 per side
2. Push-Ups (feet on bench, hands on DB) 5 x 8
3. Skip 5 x 100 revolutions
TriSet B -
4. Supinated Bent Over BB Rows 4 x 12
5. Incline BB Bench Press 4 x 8
6. Skip 4 x 100 revolutions
TriSet C -
7. Supinated Lat Pull-Downs 2 x 12, 8
8. Cable CrossOvers 2 x 12
9. Skip 2 x 100 revolutions
TriSet D -
10. Single-Arm Bent Over DB Rows 1 x 8 per side
11. Cable Flyes 1 x 10
12. Skip 1 x 100 revolutions

Post-Weights Cardio:
Recline Bike 20 min @ 106-108 rpm

Stretch 20 min

Dosed G8 at 0029 this morning and was asleep by 0200. Woke once mid-morning to a text and then was instantly back out until another text at 1426. Like Tuesday, it took me quite a while to "wake up", not even wanting to get out of bed, my head feeling like someone was playing drums in it, stuffy, ears hurting, not great. However, after ~12.5 hours of sleep, it was definitely time to get UP. Also on waking, SHARP pain DEEP in my LEFT shoulder, a little like my right was back in late November (please let it be nothing serious!). As with Tuesday, decided to do my training later on at night, not walking up to gym until close to 2230...Started off with 10 minutes on the CrossTrainer. Beanie on again today, making my head feel even warmER. Legs ok, but right shoulder/arm was in pain during, even keeping it in an invisible sling across my stomach...Started off the same as last week re Single-Arm Bent Over DB Rows, with LEFT side this time, to give my right a chance to "recover" some - used the same weight as last week to start, not managing as many on the first set, but fine the second, going up by five pounds for the last three sets (and yes, adding in a fifth set from last week), managing ok, although feeling sharp pain in my shoulders on the last couple of reps on each of the last two sets; vascularity DRY ROPES, particularly through/in my left delt and bicep. Push-Ups were ok - used a higher bench than last week re feet on, and went down slower as well, my shoulders feeling EVERY rep. Skipping to finish off each triset was fine. Used the same weights as last week re TriSet B. Did BB Bent Over Rows at a tempo of 1-1-1 this time, making it harder, trying as hard as possible to keep my right elbow in, but failing miserably. Incline BB Bench Press wasn't difficult until the last rep of the last set, so will up the weight next week - strength improving here, which is good. Added in Supinated Lat Pull-Downs and Cable CrossOvers today - wanting to do MORE for my back and chest. Plus an additional triset incorporating another set of Single-Arm Bent Over DB Rows (since I have seen the best increases in my arms since including these in my training) and Cable CrossOvers (since I want to include more of these in my training henceforth), loving the definition and vascularity each brought out. Favouring right knee (which has superiomedial swelling) during all skipping for TriSets B through D, painful still from yesterday...Finished with 20 minutes on the Recline Bike, trying to spin a little faster, limited by the pain in my right knee, but digging in regardless...

Friday

Session 1

Recline Bike 20 min @ 108-112 rpm

Stretch 28 min

Session 2

HIIT Run:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 24 x 20 sec sprint/10 sec easy
c. 4 min jogging

Full-Body (30 sec recovery between trisets/skipping):
TriSet A -
1. Weighted DB Crunches (on bench, knees at 90 degrees) 3 x 15
2. Reverse Curls (on bench) 3 x 15
3. Pikes (on bench) 3 x 21
Skip x 300 revolutions
TriSet B -
4. DB Bicep Curls 3 x 21s
5. DB Hammer Curls 3 x 10
6. Alternate DB Hammer Bicep Curls 3 x 10 per side
Skip x 300 revolutions
TriSet C -
7. Rear Flyes 3 x 10
8. Plate Lateral Raises 3 x 15
9. Plate Hammer Raises 3 x 10
Skip x 300 revolutions
TriSet D -
10. Neutral Grip Seated Row (each hand with individual handle) 3 x 10
11. Side-to-side DB Push-Ups (feet on floor, hands on DB) 3 x 10
12. Stiff-Legged BB Deadlifts (on bench, reaching down 6 inches with the BB) 3 x 10
Skip x 300 revolutions

Post-Weights Cardio:
Recline Bike 20 min @ 106-108 rpm

Stopped by the supermarket on my way home from the gym (from Thursday's training, since I left the gym just after midnight). Ended up devouring ~4,500 calories from 0100-0200, I was that hungry (although, after training, it's not UNusual and quite "normal" for me to do this)...Was still wide awake at 0330, which is when I would normally "get up", but no way was I going to get ready for training having eaten all that not so long ago, deciding to wait until a similar time to do my weights tonight. At 0440 though, I took half a scoop of G8 and sat back in my desk chair to watch the second episode of Missing. Dozed off lightly for ~2 hours, which can't really be counted as a "night's sleep" (even though, until recently, it WAS what my "night's sleep" mostly WAS), more of a "nap". Wide awake, up it was again, to continue on my "day", eating some more. And then some more. Seriously, what is WITH the even MORE pronounced appetite than usual (especially on the heels of me wanting NOT to be like this)?!...Anyways, since today is a "double" training day, I did what SHOULD be my "evening cardio" late morning (since I planned on doing my weights later tonight), after that wolfing down close to another 4,000 calories (I know, just after CARDIO!), not really caring about it by that point. Left shoulder IN the shoulder still hurting sharply, even at rest, doing NOTHING?...After spending the mid-afternoon a bit lacklustre re energy, surprised myself when it came to HIIT, my sprints fast and explosive! Right knee was a small bother starting out, but the heat seemed to "take away" the pain - until after I'd finished my sprints (when my left arch was also causing issue). On my return, I weighed myself (not something I usually do at the "end" of the day), just to see what was what, and no wonder my knees are in pain, LOL - I am just over 10 pounds heavier (although, granted, the majority of that is food and water weight from my eating this week, hopefully with some muscle mass, and no doubt a little bodyfat) than I was when I did this very training session last week!...Headed off to the gym in high spirits, looking forward to hammering my body into submission! Started out with TriSet A - weight a little more than last week, adding more reps to each exercise, loving the Pikes especially. No beanie for this session - my body has been like a FURNACE all day and didn't need any MORE heating! On a whim I decided after my last set of Pikes to do 300 skipping revolutions between each change of trisets (since today they were not a part of the triset) - noticed the pain in my right knee from the start, and ended up favouring it badly from there on. Not to worry, during TriSet B I just stood with more weight on my left leg. Left the weights the same as this session last week - my left wrist in quite the agony, deep in the bone, the pain located where I've fractured it twice, gritting my teeth and pushing through it. Had to "shake" my left wrist a little between exercises to help me manage. Loving the "dry" vascularity I could see from the first set of 21s, seeing that double vein separation in my biceps (actually noticed fresh stretch marks on my biceps today, indicating muscle growth, so pleased with it). Biceps were pumped and painful by the end of the last set of Alternate DB Hammer Bicep Curls. Skipping was a hodgepodge of favouring my right knee, but still done to par. Rear Flyes were an effort, particularly on the last set, feeling it in my traps, my neck "clicking" and "creaking" back into place when I turn-twisted it after each set. Used plates instead of dumbbells for Lateral Raises today, to help my wrists a little re less pain, doing them at a fast tempo to keep the intensity up. Plate Hammer Raises were painful, but worth it. Decided to do something different re Back that I haven't done before (with Clients yes, but not personally in my own training): Neutral Grip Seated Cable Rows, but each arm with its own handle, bringing my elbows back as far as I could - increased the weight on the second set, but lowered it slightly for the third. Side-to-side DB Push-Ups were interesting, and on the eighth rep of the second set there was a loud crack in my right shoulder, followed by pain, that I ignored and pushed through. Finished off weights with a very FAST final 300 skipping revolutions...Onto the Recline Bike for post-weights cardio. I knew my right knee was NOT going to like it, but I did it anyway. Right now my body is my ENEMY and it MUST be brought to SUBMISSION and just DO as it's TOLD! Kept the pace "reasonable" - fast enough, but not too fast to aggravated my knee further (although anything would, really)...Limped on home, my left shoulder in sharp pain as well, LOL. Walking home made me suddenly miss doing long walks alone in the dark, the stars twinkling overhead, with barely another soul around to "disturb" me. It's so peaceful, so calming, still...

March 21, 2012

2012 | Day 81: My Body WILL Fall In Line!


MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE OF THE DAY

Catch Your Star by Shannon M. Dickinson

Catch the star that holds your destiny -
the one that forever twinkles in your heart
Take advantage of precious opportunities
while they still sparkle before you
Always believe that your ultimate goal
is attainable as long as you
commit yourself to it
Though barriers may sometimes
stand in the way of your dreams
remember your destiny is hiding behind them
Accept the fact that not everyone
is going to approve of the choices you make
but have faith in your judgement
Catch the star that twinkles in your heart
and it will lead you to your destiny’s path
Follow that pathway and uncover the
sweet surprises that await you
Take pride in your accomplishments
as they are steppingstones to your dreams
Understand that you may make mistakes
but don’t let them discourage you
Value your capabilities and talents
for what they are make you truly unique
The greatest gifts in life are not purchased
but acquired through hard work
and determination
Find the star that twinkles in your heart
for you are capable of making
your biggest dreams come true
Give your hopes everything you’ve got
and you will catch the star
that holds your destiny

TRAINING

Tuesday

Skip x 1,200 revolutions

Arms/Abs (30 sec recovery between trisets):
TriSet A -
1. Close-Grip BB Bicep Curls 4 x 10, 8, 6, 6
2. Dips 4 x 10, 8, 8, 8
3. Skip 4 x 100 revolutions
TriSet B -
4. Incline DB Bicep Curls 4 x 12
5. V-Bar Tricep Push-Down 4 x 8, 8, 6, 6
6. Skip 4 x 100 revolutions
TriSet C -
7. DB Zottoman Curls 4 x 12, 10, 10, 10
8. Standing DB French Press 4 x 6
9. Skip 4 x 100 revolutions
TriSet D -
10. Rope Crunches 4 x 20, 15, 15, 10
11. Ab Rollout 4 x 15
12. Pikes (on bench) 4 x 10

Post-Weights Cardio:
Recline Bike 20 min @ 106-108 rpm

Stretch 20 min

Surprising turn of events today. At 0140 I was STILL NOT asleep, although I felt like I was close, so took half a scoop of G8 then (all other "pre-bed" supplements taken well earlier on Monday - before I had >4,500 calories because for some random reason I was STARVING and CRAVING like no one's business, which was well outside my Lean Gains 8-hour feeding window, yes, but eh; spankings later). Don't remember too much not long after that, knowing I passed out before 0200! Anyways, I slept solidly through to 1536, when I was woken by a text - so an UNinterrupted ~13.5 hours sleep! CanNOT even remember the last time that happened! Awesome in that I got the sleep - body must have needed it desperately after last week (and rightly so), but NOT awesome in that it kind of screwed up my day as far as training (good thing it wasn’t a day where I have scheduled a pm cardio session) and supplement doses, etc. Not to be deterred, I decided to wait until a LOT later on to do my training, and headed to the gym ~2200 for it...There were still quite a few people there at that time, although it was nearly empty by 2300 (and far less people than at ~0530 in the morning!). Anyways, started out with skipping, adding to what I did last week, ignoring my right ankle, which felt tender and like it was going to roll...Then onto the weights - what I was looking FORWARD to. Able to do more reps today on Close-Grip BB Bicep Curls, which was good, since I have been struggling with these badly the last few weeks. Dips I just went low on, and stopped when the pain in my right anterior delt became TOO sharp. Skipping fine between, although finding my feet were "dragging" a little. Used the weight I STARTED at last week re Incline DB Hammer Bicep Curls and was able to do 12 reps on all four sets, so stoked about that! Vascularity by this point was like wow, my delts and arms - forearms especially - looking DRY and covered in blue spider lines. Despite that, I found myself getting quite frustrated during the skipping, coming close to growling aloud at one point, so annoyed was I at myself. Increased the weight on V-Bar Tricep Push-Downs and managed well there. Increased my weight from last week re DB Zottoman Curls by five pounds, managing six reps on each set before having to dropset down to last week's weight, forearms so pumped and tight that it was an effort even at the lighter weight! DB French Press was fine, although the last rep on the last couple of sets was an effort. The way my delts look when I'm skipping gives me something to aim for when I am RELAXED. Abs' triset was effective - changed the Plank for Pikes, feeling every single one, my left hip POPPING in and out terribly each time I lowered my legs though, which is NOT cool (that hip has been bad for a long time, but been gradually getting worse over the last few weeks, so much so that it affects me when doing Rope Crunches!) I was sweating a lot almost from the start, especially since I chose to wear a beanie throughout my resistance training, but didn't let it bother me...Finished off on the Recline Bike, legs surprisingly fresh and able to spin a little faster. Walking around afterwards, I felt like I was walking on air!...The walk back to the hotel was pleasant. I definitely prefer walking in the dark with the roads almost deserted to during the day. Calming and peaceful on the mind...Stretched when I got back to the hotel...

Wednesday

Session 1

HIIT Run:
a. 4 min jogging
b. 8 x 20 sprint/10 sec easy
c. 4 min jogging

Stretch 10 min

Session 2

Run 7 miles @ 5.3 min/mile pace

Stretch 10 min

All-nighter from Tuesday (since I was only walking home from the gym after Tuesday's training not long after midnight!)...Had to walk back to the gym for a client at 0500 and felt completely shattered when I got there, just wanting to be curled up in bed asleep. But, got through, and on the way back to the hotel did my HIIT - albeit only eight sprints today, not managing them well, my right ankle giving me a little issue (from all the skipping on Tuesday), cutting it short instead of going for 20 minutes, figuring it'd be ok (and probably help with recovery a little too)...Closed my eyes at ~1745 and slept for an hour, woken by a text. Just feeling so completely shattered, my body aching all over, going for a 7-mile run is the LAST thing I wanted to do, but damn it, I WILL do what I have to. Besides, it's a beautiful day outside. So, headed off for my run, legs dragging, breathing shallow. At the 11-minute mark my right knee started seizing up on me, but I kept on going, trying to push myself HARDER, only to have my left shin start with shooting pains not too long after I'd turned at the half-way mark. Assaulted by things I would rather forget, I forced my body to a faster pace, but was only able to manage it for a while, angry at myself for not being able to hold it. VERY relieved to see the hotel and, if you can fall UP stairs, that's what I did back to my room, my legs screaming for the relief that stretching brought, my right knee in agony all over by then...