HOLY HELL! Today marks the 10-year anniversary of the date I first ever set foot in the States. Then I never imagined that I would STILL be here (or in and out, as have been). If I thought a lot happened in my first five years here, I had NO idea of how much MORE my life would change! More than lifetimes have passed, especially over the last 2-3 years. Anyone who knew the Rosie of 10 years ago would not even believe the woman who exists now is the same person! But, I have become more me than I have ever been, gone through so much than I ever thought possible to survive and are still here, experiencing things I once never thought could ever be for me, opening up and embracing and stepping into everything inside of me, that has been stripped back to the core to reveal and "be". 10 years ago, even five, I had no fathoming of still being here, let alone that I would have come to call somewhere (and someone) "home". It has been the most ecstatic and soul wrenching lifetime of all, and it is not yet over. My life has indeed (more than once) been "completely shaken up, changed, and rearranged" and I know it is far from over. But, I am prepared. I am ready. I am "evolutions" of lifetimes culminated into what became the eventual emergence and birth of my "Goddess" in this last lifetime and season just been. And She is still changing, still learning, still "becoming", on a path rare few still could or would understand, but that is ok. It is OK. I will be ok. I AM.
Words: © 2019 Rosie Chee