June 24, 2018


It is funny how much a single event can change your perspective on things. And it might not even be that particular event, but the happening of it part of a cumulative build-up of everything that has been going on, simply being the point that makes you REALLY stop and look at it all. Not just in the space you have been existing, but withIN, to the deeper, darker aspects of self that have been slowly growing and creeping closer to the surface of everything you are or have been, wanting for whatever sudden reason to now be seen.

Acknowledging the changes that have been occurring is more than the first step to acceptance. It is embracing them, no longer in the dark of whatever denial you might have tried to hide in, allowing honesty with yourself to open up possibilities into realms you have pondered but not wanted to admit you have desire to act upon. It is not just the "demons" in your darkness that have dwelt upon them, but your "angels" too, flying dangerously close to the surface of the edge that reflects back black wings of light.

The time has come then, to welcome the energy seeping through the rift of all that you have been, are, and will evolve into. There is unknown and potential danger, but you are no stranger to either, having lived your life's entirety in the comfortable embrace of the uneasiness of never being safe. Your life is not one many have ever understood, do, or will, but it is your own, and it IS changing, in ways even you yourself never would have guessed or thought a considering option even so much as a year ago.

Words: © 2018 Rosie Chee