May 5, 2018



Of all the quotes I have ever read or heard, from the first (and likely to the last, moreso than ever), "I'd rather end up wishing I hadn't than wishing I had. Don't you?" has resonated the most with my freespirited Gemini. My life is not one too many understand or might "agree" with, the things I have done and the way I have chosen to live it, the gypsy soul in me a wanderer with "restless feet". Yet for a time, those feet "settled", knowing that they wanted to move on but unsure of quite where to go next (aside from knowing without doubt that my free soul needs to be near the ocean to be its best), unusual caution where once sudden impulse might not be ignored. I know too well how much a spontaneous decision can turn into an amazing adventure, with memories that will last a lifetime. I also know what can happen when you throw all caution away and chase your heart without care of consequence, events reminding you of how unpredictable life is and that sometimes there is nothing to do but "fuck it"! There is a balance, even if others (and sometimes yourself) do not see it, and yes, while you should dream, taking steps daily to move closer towards the achievement of your goals and aspirations, sometimes you have to stop yourself overthinking and just do it, risking without any logical or reasonable conception of the outcome. There is a time and place for everything, but in the end, life is about living and living requires risk. There is safety in security, but there is no guarantee of happiness or "success" (both of which are defined relative to the individual) there. If informed reasonable doubt, perhaps reconsider, but if unshakeable desire your soul cannot let go of for without cause, then trust your "gut feeling" (having both ignored and listened to my intuition, I know it is never wrong). Lucille Ball's "I'd rather regret the things I've done than regret the things I haven't" holds truth, although whatever done, irrespective of what happens is not a "regret" for an awakened soul, but either an experience unforgettable or a valuable lesson on their journey of change and growth.


Words: © 2018 Rosie Chee