May 15, 2010

Back in the Saddle: Week 4 Down

So, another week gone. Time goes by so fast these days; it's like I wake up, and another week is no longer available. If life goes this fast, you want to savour every moment that you get and have, and remember it. Although, right now - not the best times I want to remember. I can't wait to get PAST all this, and be able to be 'me' again, back in a 'normal' schedule and pattern, my life settling into some semblance of order and structure.


This last week has been interesting. I've had three separate modeling offers - which I have had to decline, due to my busy and hectic schedule. When things settle down, I will be able to do more - and would like to - re modeling.


Training this week has been limited at best, very much like last week, and certainly nothing as planned. It's going to take a little longer to get back into things than I thought, and I may need a little longer. To get a week where I train at least 5-6 times would be a definite start! The rest will have to be added in even more gradually.


Mood has been up and down all week. I've had my good and bad times, highs and lows, just like everyone else, each day a bit different, with swings in the balance.


My body is suffering from the lack of training. I've noticed it more than ever this last week, especially towards the end of it, and I cannot wait to be training regularly and consistently again - I just have to make sure, this time, that I take a week's break from resistance training after 12-16 weeks, so that what is happening now does NOT happen again.


So, bring on next week. I have hit the bottom of the well, so it can only get better; the water can only start filling it, lifting me to the surface . . .