That "fear" no longer exists. It took a long time to admit, even to myself, that I had feelings. Even after what had happened. What continued to happen, life reiterating through loss after loss, just how unpredictable it was. And while known and accepted, it still took a little time before any "fear" was put aside, following the feelings that could not be ignored either. If anything, time just made them stronger, embraced in both darkness and light. And after these past years there is no doubt of the energy here, strength and depth of emotion and feeling nothing to ever fear.
Words: © 2018 Rosie Chee

